serenity | knj

XXXVII

(slightly sexual )

Yoongi's POV

I entered the door in a rage, throwing my hands above my head and cursing loudly.

"How long?", I asked, not looking into his eyes at any moment.

He tried coming closer, touching me, calming me somehow.

"How long?", I asked once again, this time louder.

"A few day-"

"A few days?!", I interrupted him, looking at him with big eyes.

"I didn't know how to tell you.", he mumbled, trying to avoid making eye contact with me.

I stepped closer and lifted his chin up. After seeing small tears appear in his eyes, I realised what I did.

"I'm sorry.", I whispered while wiping away the single tear on his face.

I cupped his face, smiling at his pout and big puppy eyes.

"I'm sorry, Jungkook.", I apologized again and took him into a tight hug.

His strong, taller body felt so good against mine.

I couldn't lose him.

"Please, break up with her.", I said silently while stroking over his back.

I could feel the tension build up in Jungkook's body, as he tightened his grip on me. He moved his head so he could look into my eyes.

"Are you jealous?", he asked.

"Yes.", I said.

Jungkook immediately showed a reaction to what I just spoke. He began kissing my neck wildly while grabbing my butt, lifting me a bit. I wrapped my legs around his waist, kissing him on the lips.

He carried me into his room, carefully laying me on his bed and never breaking our kiss. I grabbed his hair with my hands and moaned quietly.

I want him to be mine.

Jungkook suddenly lifted up my shirt, leaving kisses all over my upper body. His hot lips felt so good against my skin.

"Jungkook.", I breathed.

He placed his finger on my lips, making me suck on it.

"Shut up.", he groaned and got out of his shirt, revealing the nice toned body I'm so whipped for.

"I want you now.", he said.

"I want you forever.", I said.

Jungkook stopped his movements, looking into my eyes.

"What?"

"I want us to be more than this.", I said and pushed him off of me. "More than this fucking affair."

He gave me a dazzled look as he fixed his hair.

"What do you mean?"

I sighed and got up, ready to leave.

"Yoongi, wait.", Jungkook said as he grabbed my wrist.

"I want you forever, too.", he calmly spoke and smiled weakly.

I looked at him as I frowned, not believing what he said.

"Really, Yoongi. I will break up with her because I-"

Jungkook stopped suddenly, looking shocked. I freed myself from his tight grab.

"Because you what?", I asked annoyed.

Jungkook gulped and breathed in deeply with closed eyes before looking down.

"Because I'm in love with you."

I sighed, really wanting to believe his words but struggling to do so.

"Yoongi, I don't want this to be over.", Jungkook said with a shaky voice.

I couldn't say anything, I just looked down at my feet. Jungkook carefully hugged me and kissed my cheek.

"You're so beautiful. Everything about you-", Jungkook whispered before wiping away his tears.

I looked at him, shocked.

Are his feelings for me real?

I turned my face to him, slowly gliding my hand over his bare body.

"I want you to be the only one who touches me, hyung.", he said and licked his lips.

I gave him a kiss that was long and slow. My heart beat so fast. Then I stopped, deeply looking into his eyes.

"I love you, Kookie."

"I love you too."