serenity | knj

XLI

(slightly sexual )

Jandi's POV

I was suddenly on top of Namjoon, kissing him wildly. I didn't know what I was doing, but the alcohol in my blood made me confident and horny. His big hand's stroke over my back and it felt good. I got off of him and reached for his hand.

"Let's go to your bedroom.", I said and fell back onto Namjoon. He laughed and picked me up easily as if I was his bride.

"Are you sure you're not too drunk?", he said and placed me on his bed.

I shook my head, opening my arms widely. Namjoon grinned and got on top of me, gently placing kisses on my neck.

I buried my hands in his hair and enjoyed the feeling. Then I suddenly felt his warm hand under my shirt.

"Namjoon, before we do this..."

He looked at me confused and placed his hand on my cheek, that felt really warm.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"I'm a virgin.", I mumbled embarrassed and tried to kiss him but he stopped me.

"Jandi, really?", he asked and slowly got off of me.

"Is that such a big problem?"

Namjoon took me into his arms and kissed my forehead.

"No, but I want your first time to be special and I want us both to be sober.", he said quietly.

I sighed and nodded, slowly standing up and looking at Namjoon.

"Can you lend me a shirt or something to sleep in?", I asked and he immediately went to his closet to get one.

I turned around and got out of my clothes, only being in underwear when he came back.

He stared at me with an open mouth while I took the shirt out of his hands. I smirked a bit while I got dressed into the big shirt that covered everything perfectly.

"Now your turn.", I said as I got back into the bed, crossing my arms behind my head.

Namjoon smiled as he stripped out of his clothes slowly while swinging his hips to the nonexistent music. I laughed loudly but got really quiet as soon as I saw his body.

He was gorgeous.

I felt my cheeks turning hot and watched him as he lied next to me, grinning widely.

I laid my head on his chest and slowly traced his tanned skin with my finger.

"You're beautiful when you're in my arms.", Namjoon said and made me giggle.

He suddenly sighed and looked at me weirdly.

"What's this thing between us?", he asked and furrowed.

"What do you mean?"

"You have a boyfriend but you're in my arms right now.", he said carefully.

I placed kisses on the soft skin of his chest and smiled at him.

"You know that Jungkook and I never were serious about it. I'll talk to him tomorrow."

Namjoon smiled and I placed my finger on one of his dimples.

"I want to be yours, Jandi."

"And I want to be yours, Joon."