serenity | knj

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Namjoon's POV

The world around us disappeared. It was just us two, standing there and looking at each other. No words were spoken, none of us had anything to say.

I began feeling sick and I didn't know if it was because of all the poison I put into my body the last days or if it was because I finally saw her.

She slowly moved, but not away from me. She moved into my direction. She came closer to me.

Fuck.

My heart stopped.

When there were only centimeters left between us, Jandi stopped. All this time we never broke the eyecontact. And that's what made me so nervous.

Not even after coming so close to each other, either of us was able to say something. My heartbeat was so strong and so loud, there was no choice that Jandi didn't hear it.

I swallowed hard, my breathing got faster. That girl made my body go crazy.

And then she slowly rose her arms and placed them on my neck. Her touch burned on my skin and made me shake.

When I felt like almost fainting, Jandi finally let our bodies touch, hugging me tightly. I felt her heart beat against mine, and it was just as strong, just as fast.

She felt the same way about me.

Her breathing was fast and loud and her body was slightly shaking against mine.

There we stood, a mess of emotions and feelings. Things I never felt before, never to that extent.

I placed my hands on her back. She was so much smaller than me, standing on her toes to reach me.

But she held me tightly. She wouldn't let go. It seemed like she would never let go of me.

And I never wanted to let go of her again either.

My body slowly became more calm. Nothing mattered in that moment. The past, the future, it meant nothing to me. It was just us two in that moment.

She held me in her arms, and her arms were

serenity.