CHAPTER 30 "Magazine"

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We spent the weekends in the Blue House by just doing movie marathon. When sunset almost come, we  were standing at the veranda facing the orange sky while he's hugging me from behind. It feels so perfect. You and your love are witnessing the beauty of the heaven.

Sunset symbolizes ending but after this is a new beginning. Like the sunset I left the man that I love. But after a long four years, here we are facing our new beginning. And I hope it will last this time.

"Ang ganda nang langit kapag mag sasun set na." Bigla ko nalang nasabi dahil sa pagka mangha.

"You're like a sunset baby, which I love to watch." Napa ngiti naman ako ng lihim sa banat nya. "When you were in LA, every time I'm visiting you there secretly, watching you from a far is the best thing that I did. Seeing you being busy with work and school stuffs made me realize that I'm doing the right thing. The urge that I had fought to walk near you was worthy seeing you grew as a lady and as an individual."

Napa isip ako sa sinabi nya. Kaya ba hindi nya ako ginulo man lang noon? Oh baka naman dahil kay Tyler?

"Really? Oh baka naman pinaubaya mo na ako kay Tyler." Pangahas kong suhestyon.

Naramdaman ko ang pag galaw nya mula sa likod ko. Kaya naman sinilip ko sya. He's towering over me.

"That liar." Umiwas sya nang tingin. "I can always have you in any ways I can, always remember that. But seeing you happy with him, that was I can't get away from you. Kaya nga paniwalang paniwala ako na may relasyon kayo dahil ang saya-saya mong naka angkla sa braso nya habang nag lalakad kayo." May bahid nang panunumbat ang boses nya kaya bahagya akong natawa.

"I told you. Sobrang close kami ni Ty na wala na sa akin yung ganung gestures."

"For you it was nothing. But for him? For all I know that bastard is so in love with you."

"Grabe! Maka bastard. Kaibigan ko parin yun mister president." Natatawa kong paalala sa kanya.

"I know. Kaya nga naiinis ako kasi kahit gaano ko kagustong durugin ang mukha nya noon sa airport, nag pigil nalang ako ng todo kasi alam ko kaibigan sya ng mahal ko." Rinig ko sa boses nya ang pagka irita.

Kinalas ko ang kanyang mga braso saka pumihit paharap sa kanya. I envelope my arms around his neck this time.

"Then thank you for that." Naka ngiti kong sabi sa kanya. "But may I ask?" Tumango sya. "Are you threatened with him?"

Tinignan ko sya sa mga mata habang sya ay lampas sa mata ko ang tingin. He's looking how my lips moving. Nakaka akit.

"To be honest?" Then he look me in the eyes now. "Yeah I am threatened with him. You and him being friends together for four years? It means there's a lot of memories. A  memories that might cover up all the memories we had for just a year. Taon at tagal yung kalaban ko Daisy."

Seryoso sya sa mga sinasabi nya. I can see jealous and fear in his eyes. I touch his face using my palm.

"What can I do to make that fear away?" Gusto ko syang i-assure. Gusto kong alisin yung takot at pangamba nya tungkol sa aming dalawa.

Matagal nya akong tinitigan. He's seems thinking what he really want me to do to assure him.

Kinuha nya ang mukha ko at inangat paharap sa kanya. He wants me to look at him straight which I did.

"I want you to marry me. At least assure me me that you're going to marry me." Natatakot ba syang ma reject ulit kaya nirephrase nya yung tanong nya? Bigla tuloy akong naguilty. I rejected him for three times gaya nang sabi nya.

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