Many one shots

Heartache- (Jace Herondale)

Autumns POV

"Autumn me and Clary are over how many times do I need to tell you that?" Jace shouted at my retreating body. I had just caught him and Clary in a too comfortable embrace for my liking and he knows how I am when it comes to things like this.

"Autumn please just stop" I heard his voice and it cracked mid way between his sentence. I finally stopped walking away and noticed I was on my bedroom hallway so I carried on walking till I made it to my bedroom and walked in. Jace followed behind me and closed the door turning around and facing me where I could finally see his face. His eyes were full of worry, insecurities and mostly he was scared.

"Say something please" He begged coming towards me where I was sat on my bed.

"What is there too say?" I said sighing as I was fed up of having this conversation and arguing over the same things.

"You just need to trust me Autumn that's all it is you don't trust me" Jace said sitting down next to me on the bed.

"I do trust you it's just you and Clary had something strong Jace and feelings like that don't just disappear I mean why would you choose me over Clary?" I let out wiping away the tears that were spilling on there own accord.

"Autumn, Clary did the worst thing she could ever do to me. She betrayed my trust and took me for granted, she didn't love me as much as I loved her and in the end I realised I didn't love her as much as I thought I did" He explained to me taking ahold of my hand and linking our fingers together.

"Clary was my first love but that doesn't mean she will be my only love, I love you Autumn more than I ever did with Clary how I feel with you is something I never felt before, Autumn I love you" He confessed sitting in front of me between my legs and holding both my hands. He looked at me with pure adoration and desperation as he hoped I would believe him in what he was saying.

"Jace I love you I have never felt this way about anyone before and I don't want to lose you but I just get scared when you're with Clary I feel like you're going to leave me and get back with her even though I know you won't it's just my mind playing tricks on me" I told him and he placed both his hands on my cheeks and kissed me gently.

"You have nothing to worry about" He told me confidently.

"Can all shadowhunters please report to the main area as a matter of urgency"

Was heads over the main speakers meaning we had to immediately report to the main area as quickly as possible.

"Come on" Jace said grabbing my hand and pulling me out of my room and into the busy hallways of Shadowhunters rushing to the main area.

"What's this about?" Someone said behind us.

"Something to do with the Clave selecting a few individuals to go to Idris" Another one said. Me and Jace looked at each other shocked at what we was hearing. We rounded the corner and was surrounded by other Shadowhunters all stood to attention waiting for the Clave to inform us on what is happening.

"Attention Shadowhunters the Clave wishes to bring a select few high performing Shadowhunters to Idris to train with the elite and help win the war against Valentine" They announced and there were hushed whispers all around the room.

"I will now announce the select few coming to Idris" They announced accepting a letter and opened it up.

"Trey Young"

"Oliver Penhallow"

"Autumn Phillips"

After my name was announced I didn't hear anything else I felt Jace tighten his grip on my hand as I turned to face him with a shocked expression and noticed he was angry and scared.

"Jace?" I panicked wondering what I was going to do.

"Don't worry we will sort this out" Jace said confidently pulling me towards the platform where the people stood along with the Clave messenger.

"Autumn Phillips does not want to go to Idris does she even have a choice on the matter?" Jace said standing in front of me.

"She has a choice but this is a once in a life time opportunity that will not be presented again" He said firmly clearly not expecting this to happen.

"Could she work from here? Give you intel from New York?" Jace wondered and the guy from the Clave seemed to be considering it.

"That would be useful Autumn Phillips shall work from New York although once a week you will have to come to Idris to inform us what you know" The guy said and I was happy with that.

"That is fine with me thank you" I said smiling then pulling Jace back into the mass of people to try and find Alec and Isabelle. We found them stood next to Clary near the information walls.

"Autumn are you going to Idris or not? Jace what are you doing?" Alec rushed out as he saw us wondering what was happening.

"We've already sorted it out she's staying here but will still be apart of the team she has to go to Idris once a week to report on what's happening. Alec did you really think I was going to let her go to Idris without me?" Jace explained smiling when Alec nodded in agreement. I smiled up at Jace who was talking to Alec as I couldn't have asked for a better more caring, attractive boyfriend.

"Why you staring at me? You admiring my beauty?" Jace teased looking down at me.

"No I was wondering why your head is so big" I laughed when he faked being offended. Alec and Isabelle laughed too because finally some body could make fun of Jace.

"You deserved that" Izzy laughed playfully shoving Jace and high fiving me.

"How does that work I tease Autumn and I get told off but when she does it to me she gets praise I don't approve of this" Jace said tutting and looking away from us as we all laughed at his silliness and ignored him.

"Can we go back to your bedroom I want some peace and quite?" Jace whispered into my ear.

"Yeah let's go" I nodded then bided everyone goodbye before we headed out of the main area but not without loads of people congratulating me on my opportunity to work closely with the Clave. I smiled and nodded even though I didn't see the big deal about it, although I view the Clave differently to others. I can't say I'm over the moon to work with the Clave this just means they will be keeping a closer eye on me than before. I ignored my thoughts and looked towards Jace my amazing, beautiful and talented boyfriend thinking I am grateful for everything I currently have in my life.

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I am absolutely fuming about Shadowhunters being cancelled and I hope us fans can get it back on air.
Anyway Dominic Sherwoodg is fucking sexy as hell!!
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