I don't deserve you (Finn Shelby)

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Heathers POV

"Come on Boonie!!!!!" I shouted as I watched him repeatedly get hit. I knew Tommy must have something to do with this cause there ain't no way that Boonie is going to lose.

All was going well until I felt Finn stiffen beside me as he watched Tommy leave the room. I looked over at Finn with a worried expression but he didn't notice as he was to busy looking for his brothers. Johns death had hit him hard and he is still struggling with mourning his brother. Ever since then he had been more focused on helping his brothers, I think he just wants to stay close to them to make sure he doesn't lose them as well. I know that that is his biggest fear, losing the people he loves.

I felt his grip on my hand tighten when he noticed Tommy come back in who seemed upset. We both could tell something had happened and before I could speak to Finn he had stood up and walked over to Tommy.

"Heather!" I heard my name being called but I ignored it trying my best to get through the thick crowd so I could reach Finn. Unfortunately, somebody grabbed me before I could even make it past our seats.

"Heather come with me" I heard Polly's voice which had an under layer of sadness in it and I immediately turned to look at her and the other girls as she dragged me over to where they were sat.

"What is it ? What's wrong?" Linda beat me too it as me, Linda and Lizzy were wondering what Polly was hiding.

"Arthur's dead" She said looking straight at Linda who immediately began crying.

My heart sunk at the news as Arthur has always been kind to me, he treated me like his sister with as much love and care as he could muster. I felt my eyes began to pool with tears but I managed to fight them off now is not the time for tears. I looked around and tired to find Finn as I knew that was what was wrong with Tommy and he had most definitely told Finn the news. I looked around the entire room and couldn't see either of them and that made me begin to panic.

"Polly where's Finn?" I asked continuing to look around the to large room filled with drunken men.

"I don't know probably with Tommy" She replied and that made me worry more. Two grieving Shelby's wasn't good for anyone let alone the men that had killed Arthur. I began barging my way through the crowd to try and get to the doors.

"Fucking move!" I shouted pushing and shoving them out of the way and once they saw who I was they began moving out of my way slightly. They knew I was Finn Shelby's girl.

"Oi lass let me have a look at them tits yeah?!" Some drunk man said behind me and once I turned around and he saw my face his own face whitened.

"Oh shit, a Shelby 'm sorry" He said panicking and I was in no mood. I raised my fist and punched him in the face before he fell down and I kicked his ribs before I stormed off down the hallway looking for Finn.

"Finn!!" I shouted out as I turned a corner to find another empty corridor. I took a deep breath and turned another corner to eventually find Finn, Isiah and Tommy. Finn had just pulled away from the man on the floor holding his cap with the razor blades covered in blood. He looked up and saw me stood there and his face looked shocked.

"Heather?!" He whispered looking straight at me I could see all his emotions written clear as day across his face. I could see the guilt, regret, grief and most importantly he looked scared. I was shocked at Finn and what he had done he has never done anything like that before, he has always been the more tamed one of the Shelby brothers.

"Finn?!" I breathed out holding my hand out towards him to show him that he didn't need to be scared of me arguing with him. The look of relief and desperation that flew into his face made tears come to my eyes as I watched the man I loved walk towards me.

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