I Hated Her || JenLisa

Closeness

Lisa

"Hey, where are you right now?" I ask Bambam over the phone. He had been out most of these nights to cope with his problem.

A year has passed since he went and came up to me in the broad daylight. He had drown himself into the habit of having an insomnia, waking up at night to be flooded by his issues.

I try to help him as much as I can but these days he had resulted in asking me if he should just quit and go back to Thailand.

"I'm at the club. Can you pick me up?" His voice was dry, I can hardly tell if he was alive.

Quickly dressing up, I try not to make a sound as I leave the dorms. It's getting harder and harder for me to keep this a secret from the girls.

2 nights ago, Chaeyoung woke up and found me going out of the dorms. And a week ago, Jisoo unnie and Miyeon had also caught me. Only Jennie hadn't, she must be a heavy sleeper.

"I'll be there, don't cause any trouble," I warned him knowing he wouldn't. He would go to the club, take a seat at the VIP and just watch others have fun with their night.

Why the hell does he go there when he wouldn't even go get a drink for himself?

Shaking my head.

Another rough night for me.

Jennie

"She's leaving," I thought to myself, crossing my arms while I watch her run away into the night.

Yawning, why do I even bother to wake up every night to watch her leave then wait for her to come back. Aishh this is such a hassle.

She must be going to her boy again.

Is she going to waste her precious sleep for a guy? That idiot.

Going out of the balcony, I took a seat on the large bean bag, covering myself with my blanket and my head resting on a pillow.

I sometimes end up falling asleep here. Fishing out the book on the floor, I start to read from the page I left off last night.

Jisoo has been asking me most of these days why I lack sleep all the time. I should really just chain up Manoban inside her room so she couldn't go out every bloody night.

Aishh she can just be kidnapped for all I care.

But would anyone want a useless Manoban? I think not.

Groaning, I drag my feet to the living room, letting my legs rest on the couch. "She's coming back until 4, I'll nap for now," I set my phone's alarm 30 minutes from her usual time.

Turning on the television, I lower the volume and switch the channels into a disney movie to lull me to sleep.

Damn it, Manoban. Come home, I'm tired of waiting for you.

Lisa

"Buddy, you should be alright now," I asked Bambam as I dropped him off from his dorms. He smiles slightly at me before hugging me tight, what he usually does every single time he couldn't get his act together.

"Why are you so strong?" He whispers. Raising my brow, "What are you talking about?"

"Don't you want to go back to Thailand?"

"Of course I do," Frowning at him as I knew where this conversation was leading us. "Then why still stay?"

Sighing, I pull away from his hug.

"Because I miss Thailand, that's why I'm staying here, which is ironic of me. I want to go back to Thailand with something along the lines of achieving my goal; for my family and for myself. I don't want to let them down."