Drops Of Dew On A Lonely Leaf

An ocean of tears, a thousand scars

Neither God nor devil can save me now

From this arrow of Cupid that pierced my heart

An abundance of warmth, this something called love,

This pain I never felt keeps coming back with a start

Save me, save me, oh beautiful rain

Wash it away as you flow over me

But I stand under you, all in vain

Nothing can ever again set me free

My breaths, shaky, as my blood rushes fast

Pounding heart, pulses quick, with your every glance

I try so hard to shake it off, but it'll last,

This wish I wish to hold you in my arms and dance

And I see him, and I see you smile

And this bitterness comes, engulfing me

As I find you together, every once in a while

Holding hands, each time I see

"Shake it off, snap out of it! Forget her, forget her!"

They keep telling me, they keep on yelling

Drinking and drinking, you'll never find me sober

I don't think I'll get through this, there is no telling

This feeling that I feel for you

Will remain as long as night has stars

As I cry for you, as I cut for you,

An ocean of tears, a thousand scars

These waves of emotions keep crashing, and I keep screaming

My heart, I see it, shattered, never to be fixed, never to be the same

You are so perfect, so beautiful, and I just keep on dreaming

Fantasies that can only be fairy tales, since the day that you came

Can't you simply open your eyes?

One time, just one time, see that I love you

I see him with others, I see him tell lies

You deserve someone better, I know that you do

Hoping hopelessly for the day you'll come running in my arms

Seeing illusions of my fingers stroking your beautiful black hair

Sighing endlessly as I keep tossing and turning in bed, ignoring alarms

Finally waking up to the sad reality and thinking again, life's unfair

I love you, tell me you love me too

Please love me back, please do!

My mind is always thinking thoughts of you

Shaking my head, beating myself up, black and blue

I always keep seeing you, whenever I am awake, when I am sleeping

Touching the other side of my bed, forgetting that you aren't there

For you, each night these tears fall, men do cry, see me weeping

I know you will never feel the same for me, I know you don't even care.

This feeling that I feel for you

Will remain as long as night has stars

As I cry for you, as I cut for you,

An ocean of tears, a thousand scars...

I will be inactive for quite a while, this is the last poem you get for... maybe a week, so I have made it long.

All of you have great days, great times and great lives, love you all so much for staying with me here and reading my poems.

Thank you.

Bye.