Pleasurable pain

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You say once, you say twice,

You say that one million times

All you say, are just lies

I was dying, on my deathbed

You shake your head, say no

Why don't you leave me instead?

I know that I'm halfway gone

You just pull me back once more

Don't you get it? I'm done

I'm melting your chains; searing pain

But then you'll let me go

You had held on me in vain

I'm mad as hell, I'll strike you dead

And sing you a lullaby

As I put you on your bed

Life, to me, is black and grey

Even though your eyes were emerald green,

I think they're white today

You come say it's alright,

But I feel like pushing you away,

As you kissed me at midnight

You come say that pain is sweet

And convince me that you are right

As red shows on my snow white sheet

Well, you're wrong, it hurts

It hurts so much, I think I can't cry

But something wet soaks my shirt

Still, I'm ready to do it again

I think I'm too infatuated

With this pleasurable pain

This pleasurable pain that's you

They say that love is nice

But all love does is make me cry

I say, love's for the unwise

Instead of falling, I'd rather be dead

But I'm too scared to do so

As I have many more tears to shed

I reached out for light as it shone

Can I just go back to the dark,

Where I slept before I was born?

I laugh as I count my scars

Look now, I'm raving mad

I once smiled as I counted stars

You're me, but I'm not you,

You're the me that screams inside

At everything and whatever I do

You're my bittersweet pill

I know that I shouldn't take you,

But knowing that, I overdose, still

You come say it's alright,

But I feel like pushing you away,

As you kissed me at midnight

You come say that pain is sweet

And convince me that you are right

As red shows on my snow white sheet

Well, you're wrong, it hurts

It hurts so much, I think I can't cry

But something wet soaks my shirt

Still, I'm ready to do it again

I think I'm too infatuated

With this pleasurable pain

This pleasurable pain that's you

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