Ruiner

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You've ruined
So much
For me.

You ruined
Peanut butter m&ms.
I can't eat them anymore.

You ruined
Certain songs.
I can't listen to them anymore.

You ruined
Going to the movies.
I can't go without having an anxiety attack.

You ruined
Facebook.
I can't go on without wishing you messaged me.

You ruined
School.
I hate school because of you.

You ruined
Orchestra.
All I see is your face.

You ruined
Colorguard.
The one thing that brought me happiness you called stupid.

It may seem dumb
But you've ruined
The littlest things in my life.
I can't enjoy them
The way I used to
Without hearing your voice
In my head.

You ruined
All these little things in my life,
But mostly
You ruined 
Me.

~ R.L.

8/18/18

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