You make me,
So fucking happy.
You give me this feeling inside
That I can't describe
And I love it.
I love the adrenaline rush you give me.
I love how happy you make me.
I love how you make me feel good about myself.
I
Love
You.
But I know you don't love me.
I know I don't make you happy,
And I don't give you any feelings.
I don't give you any adrenaline rush,
And I know I don't make you feel good about yourself.
That's why you left.
Because I couldn't make you happy,
And I couldn't make you feel good about yourself.
I don't know why I couldn't.
I tried so hard to make you happy,
To make you feel something,
But it didn't work.
It was energy consuming.
It was emotionally draining.
It was painful.
To put everything into you,
And still fail,
And still lose you.
And I hate
How after all this time
I still don't make you feel anything,
And you still make me feel
Everything.
~ R.L.
9/14/18
YOU ARE READING
The Pieces of You
PoetryIf you really want to know the pain and heartbreak you put me through, this is for you. I know you will never want to know what you did to me. It's easier for you to just forget about it and act like it never even happened. Unfortunately I cannot...
