Guess what. I found another piece of you. This one is different than the others though. This one lives inside my phone. I found it one day while I was spamming you with texts you were ignoring. It took over all the controls on my phone. It closed one app and opened other ones searching for something. It went into my pictures and the first thing it showed me was screenshots of conversations we had. Then it showed me videos and pictures of you. It showed me pictures that you sent me and I screenshotted. It showed me the videos I took of you when we went to the movies together. It showed me videos I had of you when I went over your house. As it was showing me these things I started crying uncontrollably. I couldn't get it to stop. Nothing I did would let me control my phone again. I tried resetting it, turning it off, nothing would work, but I couldn't stop watching in horror and pain. After it was done in pictures it went to the notes app and as soon as the app was opened I threw my phone across my room and screamed. I climbed into my bed and cried and I could hear the first piece of you laughing at me from the other end of my bed and hearing that just made me cry harder. I didn't understand what these pieces of you wanted from me or why they were here but I wanted them gone. I wanted to forget about everything and I wanted to forget about you, but I couldn't. I wasn't strong enough. I wasn't even strong enough to delete the pictures of you and get rid of the notes you gave me. I felt as though I still needed you. I just wish I was strong enough to make them go away and leave me alone.
I didn't touch my phone for the rest of the night.
YOU ARE READING
The Pieces of You
PoetryIf you really want to know the pain and heartbreak you put me through, this is for you. I know you will never want to know what you did to me. It's easier for you to just forget about it and act like it never even happened. Unfortunately I cannot...
