The Text I Will Never Send

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You drove me home today. You've been offering to for a few days now. I'm not entirely sure why. Maybe you were just being kind. I'm not sure. We've been talking more. You make me so happy and you make me laugh effortlessly. I love seeing your smile and hearing your laugh. You drove me home today and we talked, and laughed, and smiled, and said stupid pointless things. And for a second; while all of this was happening, I forgot that we weren't together anymore. I forgot we broke up. For a split second everything felt the way it was all those months ago. I didn't feel any pain. I only felt the feeling that you used to give me and I missed that feeling so much. But then I realized, we're not together anymore, and you don't love me anymore, even though I'm still madly in love with you. And coming back into reality, and remembering everything, hurt like hell. All I want is you back in my life. I just want to feel that happiness again. I want you to love me again. But I think we both know, that will never happen.

~ R.L.

9/14/18

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