I Miss You: Part 1

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Sometimes when you talk to me
I forget all the pain you put me through,
And I'm back to the beginning.

I go back to when everything was okay.
I go back to when you loved me.
I go back to when I felt nothing,
But happiness.

And then
I realize,
That it's not like that anymore,
Because you found someone new,
And it hurts
Like hell.

I realize how much I actually miss you.
I realize how much pain
I'm really in.

God, I miss you
So
Fucking
Much.

I miss how we used to talk all the time.
I miss how we messed around and laughed all the time.
I miss everything we did together.
I miss sitting with you.
I miss kissing you.
I miss holding your hand.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your smile.
I miss everything.

I don't know how
To forget,
But I want to
So bad.
I suppose
If you forgot everything,
Then I have to as well.

But I don't know how
To forget you.

~ R.L.

9/6/18

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