My Infinite Oblivion

Regret

There are a load of things I regret in life. Usually it is the actions I made previously. Nighttime is like a bed of thoroughly thinking things over and then, laying in my bed, I realize what I've done.

Yes, I regret doing what I did yesterday. i thought they had a right to know what was going on in my head, but it's not as if I tried doing that before and we 'resolved' things. (obviously not if you're going to jump at every chance to make me look like a fool) it just felt good to let EVERYTHING that was eating me up let go and that was where I wanted to leave it. I even made it pretty obvious in the last line. but of course it was blown out of proportion again and this is not what I wanted. I'm not fighting anymore. ignore me all you like, just don't say ridiculous stuff about me because you don't like it.

I'm keeping things anon. if you have an idea of who these people are, then you can stuff your mouth with chloroform because you weren't asked so stop making assumptions. to those people who may or may not read this, I meant it as a last word because you've never heard my side of the story. you're amazing people, you really are, just focus on your own life instead of your 'enemies'. really, I'm not worth your time and effort. I know that much.

it's a free country. I take my experiences to help other people because I want to and it makes me feel better about yourself. if you don't like it, unfollow, block me, never read this book again because I'm doing this indirectly and I never told the world who you are. you obviously don't like this book so you have every right to forget about it. I don't want people who hate me laughing at every sentence I write. as I said, it's wasting your own time. go do something productive.

there. end of.