Poetry and Thoughts

A Realization

I don't need anybody else I can be happy with you
Right now it doesn't feel real
It doesn't feel like we are a real couple
But that's okay
I guess I don't need the things I thought I needed
I thought I needed someone who was more controlling over me
I thought I needed constant cuddles
I thought I needed to be kissed
I thought I needed so much more
But I realized I don't
I tried the whole thing you did where you dated someone while dating me
But for some reason I can't
I have lost feelings for the boy at the field
I have never had feeling for the guy on the date
I sometimes question if we are in a relationship because of the jerk from biology
I was scared at one point that you would give up on love and break up with me
That would of been okay
But I know we are still together because you still get a little jealous when I talked about me going on a date
I never went on because I cancelled it
I don't know why I cancelled but I did
I guess what I'm trying to say is
That everything you are giving me right now is good enough for me I don't need anything more
I may wish that we could cuddle or that you could be more dominant but I know you can't be because that's just not you
Something I wish we could kiss
I sometimes would hope you would have me look at you and you kiss me while we sit in my car
But that's all wishful thinking
I don't need it though I can survive without it
Maybe someday if we are still together we can move in together in a small apartment and we can cuddle all you want
I can give you neck kisses like you like
I know I never say this but I'll say it now

I love you and appreciate you so much thank you for being such an amazing best friend and an amazing girlfriend/boyfriend or what ever you call yourself   Never change for anyone just stay like you are
You are perfect in your own way
You have an amazing heart and mind

I love you and thank you