Poetry and Thoughts

dull

Dull

Its to dull

Nothing could be cut by it

Not even paper

I've spent so long looking for it yet nothing

Absolutely nothing has come from it except waisted time

I just wanted to feel something

Anything

I'm tired of being numb

I want to go to a mental hospital but I don't want to be treated like I'm crazy

I'm not crazy

I'm not

Am I?

Am I crazy

Am I insane

Is this why I feel this way

No....

Maybe.....

I don't know

I don't know anything

All I know is I want to feel something

Anything

Pain

Pain is the only thing I could feel

Or do I?

Do I really feel pain

There's only one way to find out

I found a razor and I'm going to break it

Tear it apart but the sweet blade

If this doesn't work

Nothing will

Oh sweet blade

Make me feel something

Make me feel

Better