Poetry and Thoughts

He/him

He talked to me again

It was weird

We hadn't talked for over a year

So why now

Why did he talk to me now

He apologized for what he did

Of course I forgave him

He told me his name and how things have been

I couldn't be happier for him

I hope things are good this time

I told my friends that knew what happened that we were friends again

They just hope I won't get hurt

I don't think I will

I told them if I did it would be my fault

Everything is my fault anyway

I'll be honest

The night before he messaged me

He appeared in my dream

It was weird and I didn't know why

Then a few hours after I woke up he messaged me

At first I was scared

But then he apologized and I felt better

I'm sure things will be good this time

He wanted to meet up but sadly I no longer have a car

I feel like a bum

It would of been cool to see eachother after so long

But I guess that will have to wait

I'm not sure when the car will be fixed

Maybe I can borrow the red car when my mom doesn't use it

It would be nice to drive again

It's been a month sense I have

I'm honestly just glad he talks to me

It brings peace to mind

I hate hurting others