Day 5

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I don't deserve to do this this anymore


I'm not worthy



I deserve to be this was forever

I'll do better it's only the 5th day


Day 5:
Sandwich

Cottage cheese

Chips

Pizza


Reasons: family dinner and lunch



I don't even like eating

I feel so sick

I taste any kind of food and I wanna throw up

I'll start training myself to throw up

It will be hard sense my body won't let me throw up even if I try making myself

I'll try and work on it

I can't be afraid

I have to do this

It's a new year

I have to do this


For you



I'll
Be better


For you





It's all for you











I'm sorry I'm a disappointment

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