I don't deserve to do this this anymore
I'm not worthy
I deserve to be this was forever
I'll do better it's only the 5th day
Day 5:
SandwichCottage cheese
Chips
Pizza
Reasons: family dinner and lunch
I don't even like eating
I feel so sick
I taste any kind of food and I wanna throw up
I'll start training myself to throw up
It will be hard sense my body won't let me throw up even if I try making myself
I'll try and work on it
I can't be afraid
I have to do this
It's a new year
I have to do this
For you
I'll
Be betterFor you
It's all for you
I'm sorry I'm a disappointment
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Poetry and Thoughts
Poetrythings I think and write, no reason to be. some have meaning, most don't.