Poetry and Thoughts

day 9

I did better than I have

In the last few days

Day 9:
1 sweet
Salad
Sandwich
Steak

It seems like a lot but the serving where very small

What I didn't finish I gave to my dog

Tomorrow I know I'll have the strength to not eat anything

I don't know why but you are always in my mind

Why can't you leave my head

I'm not good enough for you

I wish you didn't leave me

But I understand

I'm worthless

I'm not dominate

I'm just a weak girl who is worthless

I don't deserve love

I only deserve pain

Are you reading this

Why

You left me so why are you reading this

We don't follow each other

So why read this

I miss you though

I miss you as a friend

I miss our cuddles as friends

You hate me though

Which is what I deserve

I don't deserve to be loved

I only deserve hatred

I'm

Worthless