Poetry and Thoughts

day 16

I didn't write last night

I went to bed early

Day 16:
Chips
Potatoes and carrots
Pop

I did so bad

I woke up not long ago

I had a nose bleed again

I'm also feeling really sick right now

Honestly Im very depressed all the time

The smiles are fake and temporary

The only times I laugh and smile with even a little happiness is when Jessika is here

But that's starting to change

I met someone

This is our third day of talking and I'm loving it

I only smile when his name pops up on my screen

His name is Adrian

He is trans and used to be female

I only really like taking to him on the app I met him from

He is so cool

Even if we don't date like at all I'm just happy he is my friend

He messaged me not long ago with an amazing good morning just like our good night last night

Goodbye for now see you on day 17