Poetry and Thoughts

Held never

There are days I miss relationships because all the want is help and protected and loved but then I remember
I never had any of it

I was used

I was never held

I only held them

I was never protected

I only protected them

I only loved them

They never loved me

I have never been loved

As these pills consume me I realize I was stupid

I was stupid to think someone actually loved me

No they only used me

They didn't want to give something back for all I had done for them

They always said they where there for me

But they weren't

I couldn't tell them anything

They wouldn't listen

They never listened