Poetry and Thoughts

Look

It's wrong
I shouldn't be looking
But I have a thing of dwelling on things
It took me over 4 years to get over an ex boyfriend I had from when I was 10-12
I don't get why I can't get ever people

I look back at our old stuff
The stuff we wrote
I sat and read the stuff I wrote about you and the stuff you wrote about me and I sit back and think "wow we were really in love" but other times I think "was it all in my head" "did she even love me"
I don't know how I feel anymore

For a long time I was in the state of mind that I would never love someone again
But my heart has to much love in it
I guess I've always just needed someone to love in my life it's what made me feel whole
I think that when ever I date someone and we brake up I still have feeling for that person but there not real

I'm still getting over you and my girlfriend before you and I'm scared I'll never be over you both

I'm scared