Poetry and Thoughts

He? Likes? Me?

I'm honestly shocked

Why

Why does he

What?

Is this a dream?

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So my friends know the guy I like

Considering I've known him for three years of course they know a bit about him

I tend to talk about him a lot to my friends

He means a lot to me

And vice versa

Well now that I've looked Jess in the face and said the words

"I'm kinda in love with him"

They have a thing about saying

"Shyla and Alex are getting married"

I wanna die every time

Well last night Jess and her boyfriend Jeremy came back over (they come over almost everyday)

Jeremy was cooking rice as Jess was running around with the dogs saying that Alex and I were gonna get married

I got it on Snapchat and posted it to my story

Almost immediately I regretted it

I had just been talking to him about my grandma who went and is still in the er

So he was gonna watch my story

I freaked about but before I could even open my phone Jess snatched it out of my hands

I didn't think she was going to do anything sense this has happened so many times

But after I went back to my room I walked back to the kitchen just as the bathroom door was closed and locked

I thought she was just playing around with Jeremy as they do but no

A few minutes later I hear her say

"Oooo Alex is replying "

I said

"Yeah i was talking about my grandma with him"

The next words made me want to run

"No to the thing I sent"

Immediately I ran to the door trying to figure out what happened

But she wouldn't tell me anything

I sigh giving up knowing there was nothing I could do about it

Jeremy and I continued to cook the rice and mess with Katie (my younger sister)