FanBoy

Chapter 8

Selena Gomez
Scooter called Justin phone I answered while he was taking a shower once he was out he came in my room "Here Scooter called and put some clothes on"I said "I don't have to see Scooter till 3:30 I'm all yours till then"He said "Well he said call him"I said "Okay I will"He said going into the restroom I took a peak into the restroom "No looking Selena"He said "Psst I wasn't looking"I said "Yea you was"He said I went downstairs to cook I always loved to cook I used to cook with my grandma once I was done cooking Justin came to the kitchen "Something smells nice"He said "Yea I cooked a good meal" I said he came and kissed me I smiled soon my phone vibrated I grabbed it "Make sure to take your meds"It said "Shit" I said I ran upstairs shutting my room door behind me "Selena are you okay"Justin asked "Yea just had to pee" I said I then took the medicine out the medicine cabinet and got water from my mini fridge that was my room soon I started to cry "Selena" I heard I didn't say anything I put the medicine back and walked out I went downstairs like nothing happened I sat there he sat down by me "What's going on Why was you crying"He asked "My manger says it's not a good idea to talk about it"I said "Forget about the manger for two seconds what's wrong"He asked soon tears fell "I was diagnosed with lupus in 2013 if you ask it's not catchable like a STD or a STI but it does infect the immune system I had to quit tour because the symptoms had gotten worse" I said "What are the symptoms"He asked
"Pain in the muscles
I can have trouble breathing
I get Can get sharp pain in the chest
My body will feel anemia, fatigue, fever, or malaise
My Mouth can get dry or ulcers
My Skin: will sometimes get red rashes or scaly rashes
My Hair will sometimes have hair loss or loss of scalp hair
Also sometimes I get anxiety, blood in urine, clinical depression, face rash, flare, headache, joint stiffness, raynaud's syndrome, sensitivity to light, swelling, water retention, or weight loss"I said
"I don't have all symptoms but some i witnessed over the past years while I had lupus" I said "Wow wait so at that concert I was at"He said "I was feeling chest pain and I had pain while breathing so I had to rest a bit" I said he nodded "Selena last night I promised you I'll be here"He said I nodded he kissed me "What are we"I asked "You don't have to question it you already know the answer"he said then his eye lid bulge "Baby you a genius"he said he kissed me running upstairs then came back with a note pad and a pencil then started writing erasing and rewriting I smiled as he jotting down after he was done he looked at me "I have to call scooter" he said he grabbed his phone "Yea okay I'll be there in 10 mins"He said "Alright"Justin said I sat there for a second I got up going to the living room "Selena can you take me to the recording studio"He asked "sure"I said we got in the car and drove off once there we went in he showed scooter the song "Very good let's test out the sound board for this song"the producer said he nodded they tested out the sound and then he found the sounds they wanted to use after the put it all together while he in the booth

After they asked Nas to make a verse even though Justin will be a new artist he was nice enough to help out after the Studio session we went to dinner with Scooter and the others from island records like Rihana pink and others I was the only one who wasn't signed to island records but I was here because I was Justin ride and he was my responsibility not that I'm complaining but I'm with a different company soon I noticed Justin was ordering his 11th drink "Justin stop drinking so much" I said he looked at me then ignored me and ordered three more "Okay sorry Scooter we have to go this is his 13th drink he has ordered"I said I got Justin and we left once at home I put him in Bed he was heavy I was 5'5 he was 5'9 damn he's REALLY heavy then I remembered it's been three days crap I grabbed Justin phone but soon I was pulled to the bed I yelled "Hello"I heard "Justin you haven't called me till now"She said "Pattie"I asked "No it's Yovanna who this" She said I then hung up I looked at Justin he was looking at me "God don't do that" I said "And let go of me" I said he let go I got up I walked out but I was pulled back "Whoa where is you going" He said sloppy drunk "To bed"I said "Stay here I'll play nice"He said "Justin I'm a virgin" I said "Me too"He said " apparently Yovanna don't think so" I said "Selena I may be drunk but I respect girls my mom went through that shit her whole life every men and boy on top of her"He said trying to talk soon tears came to his eyes "Justin are you"I asked "collateral damage thank God NO my dad was the only thing good in my mom teen years then they had me at 17"he said "I just wanna cuddle"He said I nodded we went to the bed and laid there he smiled and kissed me then pulled me closer he closed his eyes his breath smelled like alcohol but I'm used to drinks now and then I wonder do Justin have a alcoholic in his family maybe it's in The traits or he just been around the wrong people in life I went to sleep thinking about it but I couldn't sleep long I woke up at 6:30 early that Thursday morning I clean the house made Baylor some food he was my dog I kept in the backyard then I went to cook breakfast after I seen Justin come downstairs he had my medicine "Here you go"He said "Thanks"I said i got some water in a cup and took two pills after I put them back where they was "My head hurts like a bitch"Justin said "Here" I said giving him my Tylenol he took it with the same cup "My friends always crash here when they party drunk off they asses" I said "Justin you need to call your mom it's been three days now today will be four days she's probably worried sick"I said he nodded he went upstairs then came back he called her number "Justin thank god you called me I was beginning to worry"Pattie said "Don't worry mom I'm fine"He said "That's good hun"She said "Well me and Jeremy are going out see you later"She said soon he hung up before saying anything to her he went upstairs then came back with his notebook he wrote the wrote the word Love Yourself then he wrote and wrote and wrote he then handed me the notebook I read it I looked at him confused "Back then I won second place in Canadian idol everyone knew about the competition only thing was I was only 12 when I entered when I was 18 I met a girl Yovanna I took her on a date to the club we waited in line like everyone else you see if I got the gig like Scooter said I wouldn't have to wait in line but I did and her response was so ugh that day she was like "Do you know who he is he's the guy who won second place in Canadian idol He's Justin Bieber she knew about my dreams about making it big but I'm 18 I'm living normal so what's the point in trying to use that at my advantage I'm just some person who walks on a sidewalk"he said "Even if you are a celebrity you still going to be that person who walks that sidewalk there just gonna be cameras following your every move" I said "Just live the best life you can" I said "because the guy I met in Canada is the guy I fell for"I said he smiled "and who cares about Yovanna she seems like she in it to be a groupie any way"I said "You always know what to say"He said I nodded "is Scooter at the studio"He asked "maybe" I said "Good"He said "Let's go"I said we went to the studio as Justin recorded I programmed Pattie number into my phone then I walked out I went and called her "Hello"She answered "Hi Pattie"I said "Is everything okay"She asked "Everything is okay I just had a question because last night Justin ordered around 13 drinks I was wondering maybe is he possibly a alcoholic or just drink too much" I said "oh my well When I turned down Scooter offer Justin was so upset I thought he got over it till one day I was cleaning his room while he was sleeping and I looked underneath his bed and I found like 20 cases of beer he had brought he was about 17 at the time that's when I knew he was passed out drunk I had to take him to the hospital to get help they called it alcohol abuse for a mom to hear her son is struggling with depression" she said I turned I seen Justin smiling while recording "He's really good at hiding his depression" I said "Yes he is because he's a young adult you all will say it's fine when it's not I was there once"She said "Thanks for letting me know I'll let his A.A sponsor and Councler know"she said "What"I said "Alcoholics Anonymous sponsor and Councler he have to go because of what he did "She said "oh" I said after I hung up I went back in Justin was just finishing up he came to me "What's up what you want for lunch"He said "Um I just want to eat at home" I said he nodded we then went home "Justin I have to"I was stopped at his phone ringing he answered I heard Pattie voice "Mom I only had 13 what's the big deal"He yelled "Oh my god why I can't live my life" He yelled he then hung up then threw his phone "Why did you call her"he yelled "Because I wanted to know what happened to you" I said he walked out he slammed a door then came out with his suitcase "I'm going over Alfredo house"he said "Justin I promised your mom that I would take care of you" I said "That's getting me across the border you did your part thanks"he said "Justin"I said as he walked away he ignored me getting into the cab he drove off I sat crying I called Pattie "Hello"She said "He ran off to my friend house that's all he knows besides scooter" I said "He even threw he phone so it might be cracked" I said "I want him home now Selena"Pattie said "Yes ma'am" I said I hung up and called Alfredo "Hello"I said "Selena what's up"he asked "Where's Justin"I asked "I don't know"He said "Hold on"he said "Bring him back here his mom want him back in Canada"I said "Okay"he said we hung up I waited