November 21st 2020
2 years 8 months
Lizas pov
I woke up sick yet again, I ran to the bathroom and threw up into the toilet. David came running in seconds later holding back my hair and comforting me. "I'm sorry you're sick all the time" David said as I stood up to brush my teeth. "Its fine, I get a reward at the end" I replied. I finished brushing my teeth and then went back to bed. As I got back into bed I felt way better which was good considering today is an important day.
Today we are going to the see baby for the first time. We decided we are bringing mason with us even though it's pretty risky and he could be in any array of moods today but we have nobody to look after him considering Kristen and Scott now have a three month old baby to now look after.
"Thoughts?" David questioned looking over at me. "Nothing much" I replied considering I was just running over today in my head. "Are you nervous for today?" He asked me. "A little, I'm trying to think just about the positives though" I replied looking at him. "What about you?" I asked in return "I'm just scared that it's going to be the same again and you're going to feel down again. I hated seeing you like you were last time and it really had an affect on you. I just love you so freaking much and I hate it when you get hurt or sad." He poured out. I love this David. The vulnerable, emotional David. The one only people who truly know David get to see. "First of all I love you so freaking much too and second I'm scared too, to be honest we're both probably going to be scared the whole time there are seriously so many things that could go wrong. We have each other though and we have to try to stay happy" I said. I'm not really used to saying all stuff like this as it's usually David telling these things to me but all of it is so true. As long as we have each other we're gonna be fine.
We got mason up and went down for breakfast, thankfully he is in a good mood today. We ate cereal for breakfast and then went to get ready for today. I was wearing some blue jeans and a black and white striped shirt, David was wearing his usual black outfit and I dressed mason into some jeans and a navy and white flannel.
I put on some natural makeup and then it was almost time to leave.
I'm so excited to see the baby for the first time but I'm kinda scared too.
"You ready babe?" David said putting his hand on my lower back. I nodded and picked up mason before going to the Tesla. I strapped him into his seat before getting into the front.
The whole drive David kept his hand on my thigh, even though it's just his hand, it makes me feel so much better and more relaxed. We soon arrived at the maternity hospital. We went in and had some forms to sign before we went through to the waiting room.
I know David would have comforted me or the other way round but we were both so nervous. I think having mason there made it a little better as we couldn't break down in front of him and he made is stronger. David's hands were linked strongly together with mine. And mason had found a box of toys in the corner of the waiting room and was contently playing with them. "Elizabeth Koshy" the nurse called. We both stood up nervously our hands were still together as we walked into the room. We both sat down on a seat and David balanced mason on his knee. The midwife walked into the room and it was Emma again. "Oh hey again you guys" she said as she shut the door. "Hey" I said feeling a little bit more comfortable that I knew her. "So, I already know why you're here but I still have to ask" Emma said looking towards her computer. "Well four days ago I took a pregnancy test and it said positive 1-2 weeks" I explained. She smiled back at me before typing something and then asking me more questions about my period and when me and David last had sex, which is still an awkward question every time even though it's a perfectly normal thing. "Okay so you are definitely showing signs of pregnancy so if you just lay down on the bed and we can have a look" she said. I lay down and rolled my shirt up, exposing my midriff. David sat right next to me and mason was wandering round the room talking and signing to himself. "So, I still do remember last time and I know how nervous you will be, but I can reassure you that most women who miscarry go on to have normal and healthy pregnancies and since you have already had a baby before there's only a one percent chance you would have another miscarriage" she explained. I nodded feeling quite a lot more reassured, but I was still a little nervous. "Also may I just add how cute you're little boy is, remind me of his name?" She said "his name is mason" I said smiling at him as he walked around the room talking to himself. "That's such an adorable name" she said also looking over at him. "Such a cutie"
Emma squirted the gel onto my stomach and moved the probe around. I looked at the screen full of hope and so did mason, Emma was explaining everything we were seeing but I wasn't listening properly, until she said the thing that made me happiest in the world. "There's baby, they are doing well in there, perfect size" she said. A tear slipped down my cheek at the sight and she handed me a tissue and continued explaining everything. "So I would say baby is about a month old and they are looking super healthy and good" she said. "Thank you so much" I said to Emma. "Aw there's nothing to thank me for I'm just doing my job, you're doing all the hard work" she said. David hasn't said anything for a while so I looked over at him. He had tears streaming down his face as he still had gripped my hand. I pulled my hand away and wiped away his tears with my thumb. "You guys want some more tissues?" Emma asked laughing to herself a little. "I think we're going to need them" David said as more tears fell down his cheeks. She handed us a whole box before printing a picture of our baby for us. I wiped my stomach clean of the gel and me and David finally stopped crying. We got the pictures from Emma and we booked our next appointment. We got mason and then got back into the Tesla, "I can't believe how much we just cried" I said laughing and looking in the mirror and my eyes being red and puffy. He laughed also. "I don't think men are even supposed to be able to cry that much" he laughed. "I love you like that though" I said resting my hand on the side of his face. "We're gonna have a freaking baby" I said, as i looked at the pictures form the ultrasound. "Yeah, it's crazy isn't it, there's a little human in there" he said, as he put his hand on my stomach. "You're gonna be the best dad again and mason is gonna be the best big brother" I said. "And you're gonna be the best mom again" David added. We're so corny but we're happy.
I just can believe that we're gonna have two kids. It's all becoming so real.A/n
I'm kinda just writing the same type of stuff over and over so leave any ideas of things you want to happen in the comments! Also keep going with the names I'm loving them all so far!
-Emily
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