Ups and Downs- Diza Baby #2

Chapter fourty two- cheat

April 6th 2021
3 years
24 weeks pregnant
Lizas pov
I woke up to david resting his hand on my stomach and my baby kicking away. "I could see her little feet kicking and I couldn't miss out" he said as he smiled at me, I smiled back and added my hand also feeling our baby's kicks. "I missed this" I said to him referring to the fact that David has been away on a business trip for the last week. "I missed this too" he said kissing my head. I kissed him back and then picked up my phone looking at a few things and liking a few posts before I came across an article. "David dobrik kisses fan" as I read it anger filled me. I clicked the article and read through some of it before coming to a picture of my fiancé kissing some other girl. "David what the fuck is this?" I said in a furious tone, showing him the phone. His face dropped as he saw it "shit Liza I promise that is not what it looks like" he said looking guilty "are you sure David because that is literally what they all say" I said shouting at him. "Liza I swear to god, she just kissed me I didn't want to I didn't kiss back I promise liza" he said to me "You're only gone for a week and you go round kissing other girls, how can I fucking trust you David, how?" I asked him "please liza, trust me, please please believe me" he said taking my hand in his. I pulled my hand away "fuck off david we are done, you need to leave" I said to him. "Please liza" he said as his eyes filled with tears and they slowly rolled down his cheeks "how can i trust you?" I asked also beginning to cry. "Liza-" he begun "just go" I said pointing to the door. "I'll give you time" he said as he walked out "David we're done, I can't trust you any more please just leave me" I said to him crying He pulled on his clothes, still crying and left "I love you liza, I love you and mason and our baby girl please don't forget it" he said completely sobbing I folded my arms and looked away. I picked up my phone and read through the article once more. David was clearly kissing back in that picture. I just can't believe he cheated, I really thought he was my one and only but I guess I was wrong. I felt tears fall down my face again before I decided to FaceTime gabbie. We weren't as close as we used to be but we both knew we could talk to each other whenever we needed each other. She picked up after the fourth ring and immediately saw me crying. "Omg Liza what's up?" She asked me "I think I just broke up with David" I said crying "what did he do, I'll mess him up if he hurt you" she said protectively "he kissed another girl when he was on his business trip" I said crying more "omg he's sick a dick head, I swear to god. How did you find out?" She asked me "there was an article, ill send it" I said picking up my laptop and then finding the article before sending her it. I watched her read it and then look at the picture "I really am going to fuck him up Liza you don't even understand" she told me.
I nodded and wiped away a few tears before mason came into my room "morning baby" I said lifting him into the bed and kissing him on the cheek. "Who that?" He asked pointing to gabbie on the screen "it's mommy's friend gabbie" I told him. He nodded and hugged me "wheres dada?" He asked looking around for David. "He's gotta go to a business meeting" I told him, really not wanting to tell my three year old that I just broke up with his dad. "Hey mace can you be a big boy and go potty by yourself?" I asked him. He nodded looking excited at the new independence and ran off to the bathroom. "Gab I don't know what to do, I've literally just broke up with the love of my life" I said "do you regret breaking up with him?" She asked me "if you asked me if I still loved him I would easily say yes, if you asked me if I felt guilty I would one hundred percent say yes but as soon as I saw that picture of him kissing another girl I lost all my trust in him. I feel so shit, like I'm just someone he can use to have kids with and then he can go off and kiss someone else whilst he waits. What if he's done it before, Jesus gabbie I cant with this" I said feeling like a panic arrack was coming on. "Deep breaths Liza" gabbie said to me also seeing me close to having a panic attack. "Liza I'm coming over you need someone with you" She said ending the call. I nodded and put my head in my hands crying and struggling to breathe. I tried taking deep breaths but It was so difficult. I seriously felt like the world was closing in on me. I heard the front door open downstairs, it was most probably gabbie but even if it wasn't I have no will or power left to fight them if it was. I felt gabbies arms around me and I could hear her telling me to calm down and take deep breaths but I still felt like I was trapped under water and I didn't fully know what was going on. The only thing that was in my mind was David. I love him but I want to hate him. I want to be able to say o regret being with him but I can't. I love him but I cant trust him and that's what matters. "Liza please come on" gabbie said to me. I took four deep breaths
In
Out
In
Out.
I managed to calm myself down and pull myself together before hugging gabbie and thanking her for everything. "Liza this is so not good for you or your baby" she told me. "I know" I replied sadly "where's mason?" I asked concerned at where my baby boy was. I stood up and walked through to his room to see him lying on his bed crying. "Mason baby what's wrong?" I asked sitting down on the end of his bed "I don't want mommy to die" he said crying "I'm not going to die baby" I said, confused at why he said that. I pulled him up into a hug and he threw his arms around my neck. "I've got you mace, I'm never letting you go" I said to him. "Mommy better?" He asked me "mace I'm not sick" I said to him still confused "you crying" he said pointing to the door "oh" I said realised he must have saw the panic attack "I'm okay baby, don't worry we're gonna be fine" I told him. Gabbie came through to us and asked what was going on. "He saw me when I was having the panic Attack and it freaking him out a little" I replied still hugging him super tight. "Liza you are sick a great mom" she said to me. "I know we've drifted and especially since you've had mason you've been super busy but you are amazing, and if you are on you're own you're going to do amazing but I promise you it will all work out and you'll end up happy" she continued "thanks gab, for coming here and looking after me" I said to her "any time liza, I love ya" she said "love ya too" I replied.

After hours, Gabbie went home and it was just me and mace again. We ordered takeout and snuggled on the sofa watching Disney movies together and singing all the words to all the songs. Maybe it being just me, mace and my girl wouldn't be so bad after all. I do miss David a hell of a lot but if he isn't going to be the amazing guy I thought he was and if he's going to go off cheating left right and center, he can. Me and mason will work it out together, I know we will.

A/n
Drama drama drama!!! Someone suggested I should make The baby not David's but I thought I would do it the other way round instead and have David cheat, soo yeah. I felt soooo bad writing this because I absolutely love David. Thanks you all for reading and getting this book to 10k!!!
-Emily