BROKEN MENTAL (Connor x Gavin) detroit become human

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Connor's POV

I got to the apartment and alcohol filled the air: there were beer bottles littering the floor and table. Gavin was in his room, the dead android still staring at him while he slept. I towered over him,
"Gavin." His eyes flickered open and when he saw me he backed away against his headboard.
"Why are you here?" He asked. I sat down on his bed and held his quivering hand.
"Don't you love me any more?" I noticed the guilt in his face.
"It's hard to say..." I could smell the beer on his breath- he could probably smell it on mine too.
"I want to be with you Gavin. Please just give me a chance?" I pled. He pulls his arm away from me, then rests it in a peculiar way. Like he was resting it as if it was.... injured. I knew what was going on here- I snatched his arm and practically ripped off the sleeve. Blood ran down his arm and there were even more scars. He shamefully looked at it. I saw water in his eyes. Then I lifted his shaking chin up and kissed him. He eased into the kiss eventually before pulling away for air.
"Connor-"
"No. You're not in a good place right now, I can make you feel good," I trailed my fingers up his thigh. I knew this was wrong- we were both drunk. But I just needed this.
"I don't think-"
"Trust me," I cut off. I planted kisses all over his face and removed my jacket.

《《Smut! 》》

Gavin relaxed into my pampering. He was still scared of me though, I can't blame him. His skin was cold and felt broken. I took off his shirt and then my own, I saw bruises that I had made from the day before. I kissed every bruise, every scar. He still shivered as I touched him and flinched when I came back up to look at his face.
"Please, don't be scared of me." I whispered. He leaned in for a kiss and I gave it to him. I took off his pants and brought him to the edge of the bed. He whimpered when I licked up his thigh and to his crotch.
"Please. Just hurry up." He whined. I swiped his underwear off and teased him with a lick and then he forced himself into my throat. I took my own pants off and underwear. I teased him by just pushing the tip in- not moving.
"Fuck- ah. Please Connor. Move"
"What was that?"
"MOVE!"
"I don't understand. Mind putting that in other words?"
"FUCK ME!"
I thrusted in as hard as I possibly could, not even waiting for him to adjust before moving again. I gained speed more and more, stoking Gavin along with my thrusts. He barely managed to get the words out but I heard him and he came all over my hand and sheets. I brought my hand to my lips and swallowed it all. A few more sloppy thrusts and I came too. 
"I'm so fucking tired." Gavin said while I put the covers over both of us and cuddled him.

Gavin's POV 

Saturday 26th December 2038
12pm

I opened my eyes and there was a warmth on my sides.
"Morning." I turned my head and saw Connor. My head hurt... had I been drinking? There were bottles in my room.
"Did.... did we... fuck?" I was fearing the response- even though we were both naked and in bed there was still a 0.01 chance that we didn't.
"Yeah." He kissed my cheek. Shit. It's happened again! I'm such a fuck up!

"Gavin, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have- I was drunk too." He frowned, I lifted the covers off me and went to the bathroom. I stepped in the shower and turned it on so the cold water ran all over me. I felt arms on my hips- I moved them off and put myself in the corner of the shower so I was further away.
"Gavin. You're still scared of me?" Connor didn't move, he gave me my space.
"Please, I miss you. I want to be with you- forever. That's why I bought the ring." He said. I still faced say from him and continued to wash.
"I can't Connor. The most we'll ever be is fuck buddies." I was grabbed by the arms and faced towards him. I couldn't tell if there were tears in his eyes or just the water.
"Don't say that. Gavin please, I love you. Niner would have wanted you to be happy. This is not happy, you're alone." I got out of the shower and stared at myself in the mirror (that had been taped up since the last episode). I was shaking, I could see myself visibly swaying side to side.
"Have I gone crazy?"
"No. You're not crazy Gavin. You're scared." I touched my stitches, that were slightly out of place from where Niner had pulled on them.
"I wish Niner was here." I said softly. Connor came behind me and picked me up, taking me to the bedroom to get dressed.

I got carried back out into the living room and on the sofa. Connor looked at me seriously.
"I have to tell you something about Niner." He started,
"The one who.... had sex with you, that wasn't Niner. It was a different RK900."
"What?"
"Fowler hired another android to break us up somehow because coworkers aren't allowed to date. So the 'Niner' that was with you from the 19th to the 24th wasn't Niner." Connor explained. I didn't know how to feel.
"It's still cheating."
"Not if it's an android designed to break us up." He really was trying to get us back together. Tears fell down my face gently. Niner got killed for nothing. Connor embraced me and I shakily rested my head on his chest. I still had Niner's memory chip in my hand.
"It's OK, I'll still be here for you even if you don't want to be with me." I couldn't hold back anymore- I kissed him. Our lips locking together. We pulled away and I blushed.
"I guess I do kinda love you." I chuckled.
"You know I'm living here with you now."
"What about Hank?"
"I'll visit!"

Me and Connor watched some TV for a while, Fuckward and Collie sitting on our laps. Stardust was in my room: she was Niner's cat and she sat on his lap a lot.
"It's unhealthy to keep Niner's body in your room." Commented Connor.
"I don't care."
"You're never going to get over him if you keep him there." Connor gently stroked my hair- which I flinched at.
"I don't want to get over him." I sighed and Connor pulled me into a hug.
"You know, I have to have these stitches out tomorrow." I poked at them. They were disgusting and felt Itchy.
"There's still gifts under the tree. Why don't we open them? There's two for you and one for me. Niner favourited you."

I unwrapped the first one and inside was a cat hoodie that said 'the more I get to know people, the more I like cats.' That was true, Niner knew me so well. The next one was a cat tower. I set it up and instantly the kittens jumped on. Then Connor opened his one and there was a cyber life package,
"It's an upgrade..." he opened it,
"It's a.... it's a trick advancer! "
"A what?"
"For doing tricks with coins. Except this has 1000 more new!" He took out a few coins, I face palmed. I left to go to the bathroom where the silver ring was and I put it on. Coming back out of the bathroom, Connor noticed.
"I've got mine in my pocket too." He smiled and wore it. I also put the cat hoodie on.
"Come with me." Connor took my hand and lead me out the door. We walked holding hands up the street.
"Where are we going?"
"You'll see."

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I didn't know whether to do 2,000 words or 1,000. So I just did 1,300. Not even in the middle.