If she hated him again?

Her anger..

"Wh..What did you say?" He asked in disbelief. He couldn't believe his ears. She must have said something else. He just mistook her maybe. Like always. "I. Wished. We would have never met." She said more sternly this time, her eyes raging with the same fire. The same fire which once Dayawanti ignited. The fire then Vidyut ignited. Now, this time, he did the honours. Neil was left heartbroken. How could she.. "Avni I know whatever happened today wasn't supposed to happen." He said trying to hold her but she just yanked him and asked "You did?" She looked at him straight in the eye. Now, she was shaking. Not with sobs, but with uncontrollable anger. He just nodded. He was crying as well. He knew she was very hurt. To top it all, he came late. Went to that stupid party. "Well that's why we were silent." She said in a mocking tone. "Avni I really felt bad. I wanted to go to you-" He began but she cut him off. "Let's go to this then. You wanted to come to me? Then where were you? Why are you here the next day? It's morning now! Where were you the entire time? Oh I think I lost the right to even ask that." She said and looked at him intensely. He shook his head. "I was finding you." He said looking down. There was no way he could tell her that he went to Mitali's party. "You're lying." She commanded. "Look at me and then say it. Again." He remained silent. "I knew it. You couldn't. You know what Neil? You always said that I lied to you. What about you? You are no less. You never loved me. That's the truth. I was mad to go around saving your family. I was mad to destroy myself for you. It was my fault that I left to save dad-"She shouted and paused. She wouldn't say anything about it anymore. Even Neil spilled it seeing her accusing him. "I WENT TO MITALI'S PARTY." He finally spoke, tears streaming down his cheeks. Avni remained silent for a while.
I never left any stone unturned for our love Neil. I hate you. Do you never understood me Neil?
"How can you move on so easily Neil? How could you? Before approaching every step, how can you remove me completely?" She shot back crying. She got up and was about to go when Neil realised what she had said I was mad running around to save your dad. The way she had stopped abruptly made him understand something was definitely wrong. She was hiding something. He had figured she wouldn't just take a drastic step without any solid reason. He had to know. He knew she would spill only on being tortured. He hated doing it, but he was left with no other option. He knew the thing was about dad and the special and unbreakable vow or bond Avni and his dad had. Even I wanted to make that bond."What about you? Are you not hiding something? About dad.." He asked softly. He knew this was the only reason. But his dad what? It made no sense.
Avni wanted to tear him apart but his question made her numb. She had to shake the topic off. He couldn't know. But she wanted to tell him so that he lived in regret later. There was one topic: what happened yesterday. She knew he would fully justify the what-he-thinks-he-did-not commit mistake
"What your lawyer said did hurt me. Really very badly. I was shattered. To..to completely crush me you remained silent. You don't realise how unbearable it was. But how can I blame you right? When you were the one to whom the words belong." Neil was also going towards her but stopped dead listening to her. "Wh..What are you saying? Tell me how you feel. That's how I can know you, understand what happens to you. I can't understand these narrative things. " He said shockingly when he clearly heard what she said. He wanted to confirm it. Now she couldn't take it easy. Not anymore. "THAT YOU ASKED YOUR LAWYER TO SAY THAT SHIT." She yelled, turning to look at him. "You want to know what I felt? I felt that you were hiding these things. You wanted to say all that stuff to me before but you couldn't. THAT WAS ACTUALLY WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN FEELING FOR ME FROM THE DAY WE MET. A history cheater. Characterless." She shouted pointing to the place they met.
"I can never say such things to you Avni." He tried to grasp her but she yanked him. "You can and you did." She said pointing her index finger at him to clearly say Try touching me one more time and you're gone. But he didn't back away. He clutched her by her arms tightly "I CAN NEVER. LISTEN TO ME!" He yelled in his hoarse and top of the lungs voice. She stopped moving seeing him like this. Never had she seen him like that. "You still matter to me and I'm going to find what you're hiding like I always did." "You..you won't." "Oh you know I can. I will." He said softening a bit. She released herself and ran fastly. She took the nearest taxi and rushed to her home. Her room and slid against the wall.
I will not fall for him again. He couldn't find it. Even if he does, I want to see how much he regrets his behavior.
Neil just stood there rooted thinking about what she said.
I will find out Av.
The calm waters did not do them any good this time.