It's alright!

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Avni just wanted to die. All her past grave memories came in front of her. How couldn't she realise this thing! When something like this happened with Ayesha and Ashish as well. She was just making her child suffer the same. Even if they marry now, people talk about the emergence of the child. And for her and him, it was before marriage. The child is illegitimate.

Ma?
. Yes baby?
Yesterday I was playing
I came across a very
Unusual word.
People told me I was that.
I want to ask a question.
What did they say?
Am I Avni or Na- na-aa-ja ya-
ya az?
The sweets prepared dropped
Just like today.
Is it bad mumma?
N..no. Study!
Never had she shut her
Like that.
Maybe Avni was going to do
The same?

Dad...Please say!
I don't know this child.
Heart breaks!

You're naajayaz!
I know I am!
You're a sin!
No Dayawanti!
Mudblood! Lick my feet.
Never!

Mom wake up! You have to!
I'm proud to have you.
You can't leave me!
She could Avni!
She did it!

Why are you here?
For the first time I'm
Feeling that whatever was
Between me and Ashudi
Was a grave error! Or a
Sin like you would have
NEVER BEEN BORN!
Will it take birth?

I'll send you to your ma

She went! Leaving behind everyone.

Avni was dissolving into these memories. And their sounds just seemed to be all around her. No one was stopping. All were muttering everything she thought.
"Are you fine? Mom what did you say?" Neil asked patting the cheeks of a still Avni. Avni couldn't hear him. The mutts of Ayesha, Her, Ashish and Dayawanti were alive now. They all stood in front of her. Each reciting their parts.
I can do nothing but wait for you Avni
You're a mistake Avni
You're a sin. Like your mother.
Avni you should have died.
Please come bacha.
Please stay away from me.
Baddua hai tu!
Why are you alive?
With each advancing step, Avni could feel losing her consiousness. She was cornered. And then everything backed out before her.
"Avni! Get up. Avni?" Neil called out and held her in time. "What has happened?" Neil said to her. But she was far away. He picked her up and went towards their room. He laid her carefully and sprinkled water on her face. She woke up but as a different her. She neither looked at her nor at anyone else. But just at the mirror staring at herself. Why am I alive? She said in another version of her angelic voice. A suddenly augmented voice. She moved towards the mirror, ignoring everyone else. Same fate to your unborn child. Everyone near you has to suffer. She said inching closer. She tilted her head to one side and continued to stare at herself. Paap hai tu! Aur teri ajanmi aulaad bhi! She went and clenched her fists. Naajayaz ho tum dono! Neil stared at her suddenly realizing what had happened. She raised her fist and broke the mirror. One piece hit her on the head causing blood to flow. Her hand was covered in red. Mar jaa tu! She said and crashed everything present near it. Neil couldn't allow her to hurt herself. He went and held her from her arms. "AVNI STOP IT! THIS ISN'T YOU!" He yelled to get her back. Blood! Baddua. Sin! She continued to speak. That was it. Neil kissed her in front of everyone. He didn't care if anyone sees it. He had to get his Avni back. Avni continued to speak against his lips but stopped because of the effect he created. He broke apart. "Naajayaz nahi hai vo. The child is not illegitimate." Neil begged. "Please stop this Avni! It's alright. We can find some way." He pleaded. "Neil the child... I think I should take an abortion. It's best for us. I'll take a.. an abortion." Avni said. "We won't take an abortion. This child will survive. Alright?" Neil consoled her. Adding fuel to the bonfire, Shweta came. Neil's blood boiled. He opened his cupboard and took out the copy of the divorce papers. He took them and grabbed her forcefully. He lit fire to the papers and threw it. He circled along with her, fulfilling the seven vows of marriage. "WE ARE MARRIED NOW! IS THAT CLEAR? SHE'S AVNI NEIL KHANNA AND THE CHILD US NO LONGER ILLEGITIMATE." He yelled wanting the entire world to know.

Hey!
I know I'm being irritating by saying Please read my ff
Where is it leading us Avni?

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