Survive (Discontinued)

Chapter 8: Shadow's P.O.V

"YOU'RE MY WHAT!" I felt all the blood rush to my face as anger set in. Why was I mad? I should've been overjoyed because he was my father and not a weak Samaraten. Although, why would've my parents not told me that they weren't my parents? How old is Matsu?

"I'm your father; didn't you hear me the first time?" He asked while a wide grin spread a cross his face. Why the heck was he smiling?!

"If you're my father then why have my so called, 'grandparents', never told me?" His wide grin turned into a twisted and cruel smile.

"If you were in their shoes how many people would you tell? Oh, my son got a girl pregnant when she was fifteen because he was a messed up sixteen year old." Now it was my turn to smile cruelly. If I was in their shoes I wouldn't have told anybody anything. Although, I'm not going to let him know that.

"I wouldn't have worried about the kid considering your the son not the daughter." His smile shifted suddenly. Now a pained expression came over him. What was his deal? He had a grin, then a cruel smile, finally a pained expression.

"Your mother died...." His voice trailed off but I didn't pursue. Wait, if he was sixteen he would still be in training and who was the girl?

"Who was she?" His face only showed creased lines of pain.

"She was the most beautiful women. The smartest and the best women that ever graced the Earth. She was a person who you could never forget. When she was gone you yearned to be next to her and you wished she would never leave but when she's gone...." His voice trailed off.

"What?" Tears threatened to fall on his face.

"But when she's gone you don't forget her and you are sorry that it was your fault so you find a small room where no one comes. You make sure no one is around and you scream and cry for hours." His voice was tented with finality and he appeared to not want to continue. I yearned for him to tell me more about my mother but I just couldn't find the right words to ask. We just stood there without moving and without talking. Every other animal in this spirit realm was sitting along with us but then they began to chant. A chant I had never heard before.

"Se su mo ko be!" They kept repeating the chant and everything around me began to blacken. The things around me swirled and my feeling and conscience disappeared.

I woke up in the hospital bed with Stestial beside me and I wasn't really in the conversation but then I began shaking horribly.