I died.
I've fallen in love. Isang bagay na hindi ko lubos maintindihan. Isang kamangha-manghang kaganap sa aking buhay at damdamin. It was my first time, so I made her my planet and I'm her moon. Ang buwang laging nakasunod sa kanya, buwang kasama niya sa kadiliman. Lahat ng bagay na nakasasakit sa kanya'y hinaharangan ko. Wala akong pakealam kung masira ako, gumuho, mawasak. But just like our solar system, there goes her sun. Akala ko kami lang. Akala ko kami na. Akala ko lang pala.
The sun is too hot. It sometimes hurt her. Kaya may mga pagkakataong pumapagitna ako sa kanila. Giving her shade for a while. Even if it is not enough. Even if it hurts me.
But, it only made her sad. I dont understand at first. Until, I saw it. She can't live without her sun. And she can live without me. Her wave-like emotions never bothered her. Her moonless dark side never bothered her. My disappearance never bothered her.
So i killed myself. Buried it with the memories of her. Im tired being a moon. I walked away from them holding a promise, someday i'll be a planet of someone too.
