Lips Lickin' Lolli's For Money • Joshler One-Shot Stories

>•The Third Wheel•<

A Second Part To 'We Want More, We Want You'
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Tyler was out, and Josh has been feeling really antsy. Although Tyler, him and Brendon have been dating for three months, Josh is still very hesitant on starting anything with either man. He always asks for a kiss, or to cuddle or even when Tyler and Brendon have started, he either leaves them or asks to join.

There were a couple of times where Josh had gotten home and he heard the two men moaning from Tyler's bedroom. He chooses not to join them, instead of sitting in the living room and letting the two men sleep and Josh go to his room with a heavy heart.

He knows they've been together longer, he knows they really want to be together. And Josh had only seen himself as the third wheel. He never truly believed that they wanted him, which made him do some stupid shit.

Recently, Josh had been getting alleyway head, or going over some guys house during the day to fuck or get fucked. He would always claim he was going to work, Tyler and Brendon giving him a kiss on his cheek as he left.

At first, Josh felt guilty, Brendon said that if he ever wanted to not be a part of this polyamory relationship, he just had to talk to them. But Josh was a softie, he didn't want to hurt their feelings, on top of that, he wanted to stay.

But he just didn't feel it. He felt like he wasn't enough, Brendon had Tyler and Tyler had Brendon. The the only time that Brendon touched Josh was when Tyler was around to join, or when all three were cuddling.

The only time Tyler touched Josh was when Josh was in the shower and the boy offered to wash his hair, or when the three of them cuddled. It never went past the affectionate kiss when he was alone with either male. But when they are alone and Josh is out, they can't get enough.

But Josh is home today, he chose to instead of going to this guys house named Gerard who was pretty much willing to do anything for Josh. Gerard knew of his home life, so he knew exactly what they were and there was little chance of anything happening.

Josh was laying on the couch, Tyler out with Jenna his best friend, because she claims they haven't hung out in a while. And Brendon was sitting in the kitchen. Exhibit A: the male is in the kitchen while his other boyfriend is laying lonely, sad and a bit unwanted on the couch.

Josh rolls his eyes, not even watching Tv anymore. He felt his phone buzz pulling out the device and looking at the message from Gee. Hey, sorry I'm not up for today. My boyfriends coming over, says it's pretty bad news. Ttyl.

Josh smiled at it, Wasn't planning on it. Good luck! Yeah, Josh knew he had a boyfriend. He has two, who seem to give one lick of a fuck that he is sexually frustrated because the people he wanted to love are not even showing it.

It made him angry as Brendon waltz into the living room, black sweatpants hanging low, hair flailing everywhere, glasses perked high on his nose, no shirt revealing his amazing chest. Josh's eyes watered as he trailed his eyes down, he bit his lip, Brendon nonchalantly chewing on whatever is in his mouth.

A beer was in his hands, Josh licked his lips. He loved the tingly taste on his lips when Brendon drank. It was a whole new buzz that made his head twist. Brendon looked up at Josh, feeling eyes on him. "You okay there, baby?"

Josh wanted to say yes, he wanted to say that he was perfectly fine but found himself shaking his head no. Looking away from Brendon, he felt so childish, so stupid. "What's wrong, J?" Brendon said with affection.

He sat his phone and beer on the table before creeping close and kneeling by him. He let his hand soothe Josh's back as they stared at each other. "Do you guys even want me?"