Mystery Mate 2

Chapter 33: Love her

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Luke's pov

With my jelly like legs, I entered a different room and away from... Lily.

My Lily.

My heart and wolf couldn't handle being close to her. I missed her so much, her twinkling eyes whenever I say those three words, her laugh whenever I tickle her... and her lips; those soft, precious, pink lips, that brings me to my very edge.

I couldn't imagine how someone like her, so near to my heart, ever slipped from my memory.

A pang of pain entered my heart as I remembered her, so thin and desperate to make me remember everything... ignoring her body's attempt to rest in that cell.

She was so fragile. My wolf whimpered and I couldn't help myself but whimper too.

The moment my cheeks came in contact with the soft mattress my emotions poured out.

I'm a guy... I shouldn't cry, but why do I feel like a girl who just broke up with her 5 year boyfriend?

It started this morning, when I felt an excruciating pain in my head.

It only lasted for 5 minutes but it felt like hours.

My wolf, who has mysteriously disappeared, came back and uttered one word.

Nathalie.

I started to remember everything I should have kept.

But there's only one thing that made me walk away from the pack house... the guilt.

I was guilty for lying to Nathalie. I couldn't enumerate all the lies I've said to her, but everything was for her own good... I hoped.

Only one sentence is a truth... and that is; I love her.

I freaking love that girl to death.

I love her smile, her eyes, her emotions, her scars, and most of all... her imperfections.

Mine. My wolf growled as an image of Nathalie appeared in my head.

Ours. I corrected him.

I don't know why she became my mate since she already have Nathan. The Moon Goddess seems to be playing tricks on me- that was my first thought before she appeared to me 6 years ago, the Moon Goddess herself.

She gave me instructions.

She also gave me warnings.

At this point, nothing seems clear, even the Moon Goddess herself.

All I know is that I love Nathalie and I screwed up.

I don't know how I managed to sleep, but eventually, I did.

I was woken up by a sound- a snore- wait, it's not a snore.

I pretended to sleep as she continued to talk, hiccuping every know and then. "...I got my dream Luke." I felt her sniff before smiling. "...I studied for 5 years and got a contract a year later. That's my life as Grace... better than the Nathalie ay?" she paused, breaking into a puddle of tears. What was she talking about? Her dream?

Then I recalled the moment she said she wanted to be a singer...

And a smile crept to my lips when I remembered her walking on the music company she always told me.

Then another cry filled my ears.

I wanted to reach her, tell her she's okay, tell her nothing's gonna change now that I realized what's true, but I also don't want to ruin the moment- the chance for her to open up to me again.

So I just stayed there; listening to her cries, which she tried not to do.

"I... I wanna change." She said, her nose obviously blocked.

I frowned at that. Change? What kind of change? How can she change?

"I wanna leave everything that makes me remember how weak I am... and how I'm not worth it to be stayed by someone..." she trailed off.

Tell her! Tell her! Tell her we love her! My wolf was agitated by her words. Because we know very well what she'll do next.

I stayed in my place despite of the urge to touch her and comfort her.

I heard something being ripped. "You can have your necklace back." At mention of the necklace I gave to her, my breath hitched. My heart broke...if it could be broken again.

I felt her move towards the end of the room before I heard the sound of the pendant drop in a box

I heard the metal's soul shatter... just like mine.

"Goodbye Luke." she whispered.

It took me every guts, every cell in my body to utter the word that I hoped will change her decision.

"No."

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