Chemical City (An Mcr Fanfiction)

Chapter Seventeen (Frank)

Frank, admittedly, felt as if the kiss they shared on the couch was better than their first. It was more special and in Frank's opinion; romantic as he tugged Gerard's hair and smashed their lips together. He could feel the man's breath on his face and desperately wanted more of him.

He was only to be disappointed when Gerard pulled away a little to turn his head in order to face the television. Frank could tell the other man did it purposefully as he wanted to end things before either of them got too carried away, but his actions still made Frank slightly hurt.

Frank wanted to ask about it as Gerard turned back to face him but he found his words changing and taking shape into a simple, almost stupid sentance. "I love you, Gee." He whispered, catching Gerard's attention. Gerard turned towards him, making eye contact long enough to repeat those few words. "I love you too, Frankie." Then he turned away, as if embarrassed of what he said.

Frank too, had his share of embarrassment. In fact, it was over something stupid. As stupid as the thought on why? Why did he love Gerard? It was a simple question to answer actually, but what he knew he was asking was why he loved a man. A man out of everyone. He had said; he had told himself after Pete that he was straight. That a man dating another man was okay-but it wasn't the ideal relationship he wanted.

Now as he stared into Gerard's bright eyes, he came to the conclusion. The reason. He had been denying it all this time. It had supposedly been the opposite on why he and Pete couldn't work out. In fact, it was the reason why they should've. Frank had been against it all along. He had thought all of his breakups were because of his attitude. That, he saw now, was a lie. The true reason why he couldn't keep a relationship was because Frank knew, deep down in his heart, that women weren't for him. That he was made to love differently.

Frank was honestly gay. Not as openly as Pete, but he knew as he studied the bundle of warmth beside him that he was in love with a man. Gerard smiled innocently while Frank went through his thoughts, going as far as to kiss Frank's temple before snuggling up to the shocked man.

Shaking whatever next ran through his head, Frank kissed Gerard back and allowed the man to cuddle against him as he played around with his hair. Frank twirled the strands with his fingers and hummed a random song while Gerard relaxed on his lap.

It didn't take long, Frank realized, for the man to drift off into a deep sleep. Frank leaned over to grab the fluffy blanket which was placed beside the two and threw it over them, playing with Gerard's hair until adventually he began to grow drowsy and fall asleep as well.

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Gee was still snuggled against him when he woke in the morning. Frank held back what he assumed to be a yawn as he studied Gerard; his pink lips were parted open as his head lay on Frank's shoulder, which had began to grow numb sometime in the night.

His black hair settled over half his face as small snores came from his mouth. Frank found it both amusing and adorable. After placing a kiss on his forehead, Frank whispered a few words that he knew no other would hear.

Having heard them, Gerard stirred in his sleep and blinked his eyes open, raising his gaze to Frank's before sneezing. The man gasped a little in shock as his own actions while Frank desperately held back the laugh that threatened to escape.

"Good morning to you too." He teased. "I-I sneezed." Frank opened his mouth to tell the man he sounded like a kitten but changed his words at the last minute when he noticed Gerard's slight blush. "It's okay." He assured him. "It-Are you sure? I um, sneezed in your face." "Sneezing is nothing. I once had Pete throw up on my shoes." Frank said as he waved it off.