"Welcome to Allure"
Life itself is hard as it is.
It becomes even harder when you're left alone to care for your younger sister.
Shailene will do whatever it takes to properly provide for her sister. And the need to do so places her in a difficult l...
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THE EXOTIC DANCER CHAPTER 034✔ "A Man Judgment"
I feel a bit breathless as i walk away from him, he seemed a bit shocked when i turned down his advances. Handing the cloth off to him and hoping down from the counter.
I left quickly, scampering off to the living room without another word just leaving him with his thoughts as i ran away with my own.
I don't like how he is managing to make me feel. I know it's probably just because i lack physical contact in my life so now anytime a man touches me my body goes haywire but nevertheless he is messing with my mind and i don't like i.
I need to get myself under control before i let this hurt me.
And it will.
I wish i could have hope in relationships but i don't. Joe's stories are the only thing that ever really gave me back my hope in love but even so i stay skeptical.
I dont think its worth trying and even if i did it's not like i really have the time to attempt it.
My life was not structured to hold up a relationship. If you place one within it everything will fall through and i will get hurt, taehyung or any partner i have will get hurt and Lucy will too. I'm not willing and will probably never be willing to let that happen.
When i lift my head i see Joe pointing behind me as if telling me to go back but i overlook the gesture completely knowing i have made up my mind on the situation.
Dating will only bring upon ore complications and dating Taehyung would be like that doubled.
He isnt thinking.
Nothing about my work life would change if i decided to date him. Does he realize he would then be in a relationship with a stripper? A woman who shakes her ass for men daily.
Men that arent and couldn't be him because there are absolutely no boyfriends allowed within the walls of Allure.
Not to mention all the work i do on the side. Jobs like james...
None of that stops and i don't think he is grasping that.
What guy wants the girl they care about to strip and sleep with other men?
"My new life goal is to get you a talent other than pushing people away." Joe says as i have him off the damn cloth when taehyung has finished cleaning up his face. All i can send him in reply is an eye roll.
