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Life itself is hard as it is.
It becomes even harder when you're left alone to care for your younger sister.
Shailene will do whatever it takes to properly provide for her sister. And the need to do so places her in a difficult l...
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THE EXOTIC DANCER CHAPTER 053✔
"It makes me feel kinda dirty"
You can come as long as you promise to keep the rich boy comments to yourself.
That was all Taehyung said when I asked if I could come to see him. That he wasn't at his dad's, thankfully. He told me he was at his apartment. I was already preparing all my rich boy comments and sly little jokes but seeing as that is his only condition I will have to keep them to myself. I'm not too sad about it though, I'll find another chance to use them.
He was going to call a car to come and get me and everything but that all felt too much for me. I knew what this was, It wasn't like we were meeting up for a dinner date. He wasn't my boyfriend and he wasn't obligated to treat me like I was his girlfriend. And despite how scary they can be I'm not very afraid of taking a Taxi.
My day was exhausting. I spent most of my morning trying to cover those damn hickeys while Max sat back and laughed at me. I had to get myself fixed up before Lucy came back from her friend's house or i would be met with a bunch of questions I didn't really want to answer.
I was open with my sister about a good deal but I'm not very excited to share information about my sex life with her. let alone my sex life with Taehyung. I would never hear the end of any of it.
I can't tell Joe or her.
They would never let it go.
I don't want him to be what they want him to be.
Although Lucy is pretty persistent about any guy I hang out with. She wanted me and Max to get together for the longest time when she was younger.
She wants to see me with someone and be happy, I get that but I am not going to rush myself to find a man because I don't think a man is all I need to be happy. There is a lot of messed up shit going on in my mind and a pretty face isn't going to fix that.
Therapy...
I need Therapy.
But who has time for that? Definitely not me.
I pay the man who drove me to the address Taehyung sent me, the night around us already beginning to set in.
Lucy would be with Max watching Christmas movies even though it's not Christmas so I decided to... you know... Tell Max I would work late when in reality I'm here.
What is my life coming to?
Pulling myself up the stairs to the apartment building was rough. The bottom of my dress gripping my thighs like you would not believe.
