Alive (Ferard) COMPLETED

15.

(Y/n) YOU BETTER READ THIS OR ELSE IT WILL NOT MAKE SENSE!!!  Okay so this is when the girls are 7 almost 8 months pregnant what happened in between was pretty much just a few supply runs and stuff they were in no trouble until this and then blah blah blah just read it now

Sometimes when you wake up in the morning do you just feel useless? I feel useless today.  Jamia's bump is twice as big as all the rest which is leading us to think she is carrying twins but we won't know for sure until she gives birth.

We have just recently learned that they are going to kill the girls after they give birth so while the outside men are gone we are packing up and heading for the hills.  I feel useless because Jamia refuses to let me carry any of her stuff and says that I have to take care of Tyler, Josh and Brendon and she can do it.  

We have this old car that Gerard and Mikey are working on but after we drive for 5 days we are dumping it, we have to go today.  

"Frank!" Jamia yelled and I dropped my stuff and ran to her.  

"Yes" I responded sitting beside her on the couch.

"They or it is kicking feel" She grabbed my wrist and guided it and I felt little thumps and it was almost as if they or it was moving around inside her.  I smiled, I have almost learned to accept the fact that I am going to be a real dad but I still did not want to be a dad yet.  I will love they or them no matter what but I am a little young.

This is a constant war is my head but I know I will love them as I said before.

"Frank listen, if the Jesus crew comes after us I want you to take they or them and run with the rest, I want you and our kid or kids to be safe"  Jamia said and I nodded no.

"I can't do that, no way" I told her she was like my bestest friend in the whole wide world.  Gerard walked from down the hall.

"Frank you have to promise me, please" She said quickly.

"N-" She cut me off with angry tears forming in her eyes.

"PROMISE ME" She almost yelled and got everyones attention.  

"O-....okay" I responded frowning and locking pinkies with her she shook on it and Gerard came up to me from behind.

"Does everyone have everything?" We all nodded and I gave Jamia a hug and she hugged me back.  

"Okay, let's go" we all got up and headed for the van like car.  It had 12 seats so we could all sit.  I had to say it was very nice but I knew we had to get rid of it after five days.

In the very back row had four seats where Me, Gerard, Jamia and Lyn-z are sitting.  In the one in front of the very back had three seats where Tyler, Josh and Brendon sat.  In the seat in front of that is where Patrick, Kristin and Elisa sat and in the two very front seats sat Dallon and Mikey.  

We all piled and and me and Gerard got in the middle of the four seat with Jamia on the side of me and Lyn-z on the side of him.  I leaned onto Gerard and he put his arms around me.  Jamia looked out of the window uncomfortably. 

"What's wrong?" I asked Jamia she just nodded no and looked down. 

"They or them keep kicking my ribs" Jamia said and I put my hand on her stomach and she looked at me and smiled.

"They or them or kicking my ribs not my stomach" She told me and I awkwardly put moved my hand to her ribs and I felt the little thumps and it seemed like it hurt.  

"Sorry, J" I responded biting down on my lip and leaning back into Gerard, I might as well sleep we have a five day drive ahead of us.

"Hey Frankie can I lay my head on you?" Jamia asked. 

"Go for it" I responded leaning back into Gerard and she but her head on my shoulder.

"DAD TYLER AND JOSH ARE TAKING UP THE WHOLE SEAT" Brendon yelled.  I sighed and closed my eyes.

"TYLER, JOSH GIVE BRENDON ROOM" I yelled back and Gerard kissed my hair I could see that Lyn-z was leaning her head on his shoulder on the opposite of me, I felt jealously of course as he did with Jamia but they needed it.

I fell asleep and when I woke up it was night and everyone besides Mikey who was now driving was asleep.  

"Hey, Mikey" I said softly and he looked at me from the rear view mirror.

"Hey, Frank......you look cozy back there" he chuckled.

"It is quite cozy" I replied returning the chuckle.  

"Jamia's bump is getting way bigger than the rest, considering both of you are tiny there is no chance that is just a big baby, you have to be having twins or more" Mikey commented.

"I hope not" I replied softly in all honesty.  

"It could be worse, you could be like Patrick.  13 poor Elisa is probably going to die giving birth she is only 15 the poor girl" Mikey assured.

"I really hope she makes it, she is so sweet and it would break patrick's heart" I responded.  He made eye contact with me and frowned. 

"What do you wanna name your kid?" I asked him.

"I was thinking Rowan if it was a girl but maybe Ray if it's a boy after his amazing uncle" Mikey responded. 

"What about you?" He added.

"Jamia said if it was twins and both girls Lily and Cherry if it was twins both boys Mikey and Gerard after their dad and amazing uncle if it was a single girl Annie and if it were a single boy Castiel like off supernatural and if it were boy and girl twins Sunny and Claus off of a series of unfortunate events" I responded, too many names for my liking.

"Gerard said if it was a girl he would name it Bandit and if it were a boy he would name it frank after you" Mikey said.

"What about Patrick?" I questioned.

"He said if it was a boy he would name it Declan and if it were a girl he would name it Penelope Garcia Stump first two names from the girl off of Criminal Minds.....I think that is the show he said" Mikey replied.

"Well I am going to go back to sleep" I said and fell into a deep sleep once again.