Alive (Ferard) COMPLETED

6.

"Who is your leader?" The more bulky man said.  

"I am" Gerard said from the back. 

"Having a gay man as your leader, what a sin" The other man standing beside the one who asked.

"Who are you and what the fuck do you want?" Gerard snarled holding onto me tightly. 

"We are not one but many, everything all at once-" Gerard cut the dumb man off.

"Cut to the chase, ass wagon" Gerard snarled his grip on me dangerously tight. 

"Well televangelism my son" The bulky one said again. 

"What the fuck does-" Gerard was cut of by a gunshot and blood splattering all over everyone.  I looked up in shock to see that Ray was dead.  Tyler and Josh were screaming and I felt shock rush over me, I couldn't think.  

"you..y-you.....monster" Gerard stumbled, I felt his hand turn into a fist.  Hot tears where pouring down my face and I felt paralyzed. 

"You committed a sin and one of you went to hell son, we will be on our way"  The men left but the leader bulky one turned back to say.

"We call ourselves Jesus and nothing can stop us because we have the power of the lord with us" With that the men walked off. 

By now we were all crying.  

"Brendon....y-you can....be.........our........s-son" Gerard said through tears.  Mikey had already climbed into their seat to comfort Patrick. 

Brendon climbed to the back and much like Tyler and Josh buried his face into me and starting sobbing.  I tried my best to comfort all three as Gerard was trying to comfort me as well.  

"Don't.......L-look o-okay?" I asked when Mikey went to the front seat and was trying to put the body in the trunk so somebody could drive.  

"G-Get h....his.........gun" Gerard said to Mikey which nodded sadly and reached into his pocket to find his gun and pulled out a letter too. 

If I die and you find this, You guys were my only hope and I am sorry to scar you and I want you to just leave me where ever I died and move on.  I never wanted it to be like this and you guys were amazing, keep doing what ever your doing and stay alive, I love all 7 of you! 

Sincerely, Ray

Mikey read the sad letter aloud.  He stuffed it in his pocket and wiped his face with his sleeve.  

"Let's just go on foot" Mikey said gaining composure but Gee was completely out of it.

"H-h.....his..........body" Gerard said and then he started hyperventilating.  I tried to calm him down and tell him to focus on breathing.  

"He said he wanted to be left were he died and we are going to respect.....T-that......Gee" Mikey burst into tears on the last part.  Gerard nodded and we all got supplies and got out of the car.  Brendon held onto my arm why I was being forced by Tyler to carry him while he cried and the same for Gerard with Josh.  

Gerard was pretty much having a mental breakdown and I forced him to put down Josh. immediately after Gerard fell to the ground in tears.  I set down Tyler and I rubbed his back and shoulders.

"Shh...it'll be okay" I told him over and over again while the rest were just crying and watching. 

"H-he.........He was my-" He cut himself off with tears.  I reassured him, it made me sad to see him sad.  

"Would a kiss make it b-better?" I asked.  He looked up at me and nodded yes.  I connected our lips together and he kissed back almost directly after.  I wrapped my arms around his fragile body as we kissed softly.