The inside of his bunker was the exact opposite of what I had expected. Instead of being all white and laced with crosses and shit it was covered in misfits posters and was painted a dark shade of brown.
I didn't even spot one cross and then I guess he noticed me looking around.
"Not what you were expecting, huh?" Pete asked and I nodded no and he let out a chuckle.
"How old are you?" I asked out of curiosity.
"18" He replied and before looking up added "You?"
"I'm 16, Gerard my boyfriend over there is 20, Mikey the one with blonde hair is 17, Kristin the one with the baby and only adult girl is 18, Dallon the giraffe is 16, Patrick the kid with the fedora and baby is 13, Tyler the one laying on the other one is 9 and Josh's boyfriend, Josh is the one Tyler is laying on and he is 9 and Tyler's boyfriend, Brendon is 10 they all three are me and Gerard's sons, Rowan the one the girl is holding is one day old, Declan the one Patrick is holding is one day old, Bandit the one my boyfriend is holding is our daughter and she is one day old and Cherry and Lily are me and Gerard's other daughters the girls i'm holding are one week old" I gave everyones age.
"BRONX, SAINT, MARVEL COME OUT HERE!" Pete yelled.
"These are my kids I hooked up a lot when I was in middle school and high school and got three girls pregnant in middle school I had Bronx at age 12 he is 6 in high school I had saint and he is 4 in high school I also had Marvel she is 2" Pete explained. Wow, he must have been a bad boy.
"Hi, mr." The oldest one Bronx said.
"Hey Bronx, My name is Frank and these are two of my five children Lily and Cherry" I said.
"Can I play with them?" The girl asked she must be Marvel.
"Well honey they are not old enough yet why don't you ask to play with Tyler and Josh?" Pete explained to his daughter and she ran off to Tyler and Josh.
"My name is Saint and my daddy is a weirdo and he says that rules are for people who are organized and have self control and that we don't have self control because we are related to him" Saint said and I giggled a bit.
"Saint go play" Pete hurried him off. Gerard came over and sighed at all the surrounding children.
"I say we talk tonight while all the kids are asleep" Gerard said and both me and pete nodded.
I looked over at Tyler who was asleep on the couch while Josh and Brendon played with Saint, Bronx and Marvel. Tyler has been sleeping a lot lately maybe he is getting sick or something.
About an hour later me and Mikey made dinner. We had a group of 14 that had to eat solid food and a group of 5 who had to be bottle fed and a group of 19 in total which 12 of them were kids Brendon, Tyler, Josh, Patrick, Bronx, Saint and Marvel. The other 7 were adults, Pete, Gerard, Me, Kristin, Mikey and Ray.
We made some deer that Pete had shot earlier today and gathered everyone besides the babies of course to eat on the floor.
We all started eating and I noticed Tyler was just picking at his food.
"Hey Ty, why are you not eating?" I asked putting my fork down and looking up at him.
"Not hungry" He mumbled still picking at it. I sighed at him and frowned.
"You haven't ate in like two days, eat" I instructed.
"No." Tyler said and put his fork down without looking up at me or anyone else, where is Josh in all this.
"Tyler why are you not hungry?" I asked not giving up and in the end if he does not eat then I will force him too because he is my son and I love him.
He shrugged sitting his plate on the ground and pushing it towards me, his food was untouched. Josh looked up at me and frowned.
"Why are you not hungry?" I asked pushing it back.
"Fr-" Gerard started.
"Shush let me and him talk, all of you" I demanded not breaking my look at Tyler and by now everyone was just silent staring at me and Tyler. He shrugged again not bothering to push it back to me.
"Ty, why are you not hungry?" I asked again and he looked up at me with teary eyes and then just shrugged and then started crying.
"Tyler, answer me" I said rather harshly and he started crying even harder.
"Tyler" I said under my breath.
"Please" I apologized now realizing I was making the situation worse by getting mad.
"Please" I asked again after a few seconds.
"B-because......I-I...m-miss....my.....m-mommy and Brothers...a-and sister" Tyler said shakily leaning onto Josh's shoulder. Josh frowned and wrapped his arms around Tyler. I frowned and it really did make me think of my parents and how I have been too busy to think about them but I held tears back and let dinner be silent for the rest of the time.
After dinner I started to feed my twins silently on the couch not daring to look up at Gerard with tears silently falling down my cheeks.
"Best Friends Forever" I sang softly looks down at my girls and rocking them as they stared up at me. I began to sing their song to them softly not daring to look up because I could feel Gerard standing over me, I was not scared of him I just didn't want him to know I was crying.
He sat down beside me and put one of his arms around me I kept on singing softly but my plan flawed when my tears got worse and you could hear them through my soft singing.
"Frankie baby, are you okay?" He asked gently I just nodded and kept singing softly then I felt him lift my head but I didn't make eye contact with him.
"I can't do this anymore" I cried not caring that both of my babies were screaming now. He kissed my cheek and rubbed his thumb over the spot he just kissed.
"Shh, baby you are so tough and very strong and you made it this far don't give up on me now these kids...they need you Tyler, Brendon, Josh, Cherry, Lily..Bandit" He tried but I could hear the sadness in his voice.
"Dad, can I sleep with you tonight?" Brendon came up to me and I nodded.
"What's wrong?" Brendon asked after a second.
"Nothing you need to worry about baby, why don't you take your sisters and put them down for bed and you can come lay with me and your other daddy after" Gerard said and Brendon nodded taking Lily and Cherry from me.
"Hey guys, I know this is sort of rough timing but can we talk tommrow night Saint is scared and will not let me leave his bed i'm lucky I even got out here" Pete said. Gerard nodded and he went back into a little room.
Today was really rough.
(A/N) Sorry this chapter was kind of pointless
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