Grey's Anatomy Imagines {CLOSED}

Heartbreak (1/2)

DeLuca and I have been fighting for quite sometime about Conner. Normally, I dump the guy who doesn't even try to get along with my best friend; but this is like normal circumstances. Finally, after six months, I fell for him.

We were actually in love with each other and he is letting my relationship with my best friend ruin our own relationship. He's been taking on night shifts so that he wouldnt come home and when he does come home, all he does is sleep. We've been growing apart and it physically hurts me to think of the thought that we may be on the verge of breaking up.

I sigh deeply and tuck my hands inside my lab coat when I come across Bailey and Webber looking towards the door.

"What are you guys.." I trail off as I hear the constant banging in the wall.

"Ugh, interns." I say as I roll my eyes.

The banging stopped and the door opened to see one of the intern named Sam. I always thought that she was pretty, but it wasn't out of envy, it was more out of acknowledgement. She smooths out her uniform before leaving.

Bailey, Webber and I wait to see who the guy was, and my heart sank as I realize who it was: DeLuca.

Once his gaze met mine, he froze in his place with his mouth gaped open. Webber and Bailey looked between us and I say:

"Bastardo,"
(You bastard.)

"Aspettare, Y/N." He pleads.
(Wait, Y/N)

I ignore him and walk into the stairwell. I rushed up the stairs for as far as my legs could take me. Once I reach the very top, I sit on a staircase and hold my face into my hands as I cry softly.

The stairwell was silent, it was almost soothing until I heard a door open, followed by DeLuca saying:

"Y/N?"

I didn't say anything, hoping that he would leave.

"I know you're in here. A nurse told me she saw you come in here." He says.

Damn it! I think to myself.

"Y/N?"

"Leave me alone," I croak.

"Y/N, I'm sorry. I just thought you were having sex with Conner, and I was angry. So.."

"So.. what? You thought that it was okay to go and have sex with an intern?" I interrupt.

"I know that it was stupid. I should have talked to you and work things out before I did that." He says.

"I wanted to talk to you! But you were the one avoiding me! You were the one picking up all the night shifts and sleeping all the time. This is your fault, DeLuca!" I snap.

"My fault? Did I invite my best friend into my home and let her touch me like I was her boyfriend, huh? Did I do that? No, I didn't. You did that." He snaps at me.

I can hear his voice getting louder, which means that he is slowly but surely making his way up.

"He saved my little sister from getting killed, what do you expect me to do? Say 'gee, thanks for saving her. You can go back home now. No, you're crazy if you think that I am going to kick my best friend out when he needs me after he was there for me when I needed him." I say.

He finally makes his way to me and says:

"I made a mistake."

"Yes, you did. And there is no way that you can undo it. We're done, DeLuca." I say as I stand from the stairs and made my way towards the door.

"I... I love her." He says guiltily, making me stop in my tracks.

I look over my shoulder but don't say anything.

"I knew her when we were in college and we fell in love with other. But things didn't work out, we always ended up hurting each other so.. she moved out and I loved somewhere else." He says, his light green eyes glazed off as if we was thinking to the exact moment he was talking about.

"All this time she was here, and you didn't say anything," I say, crossing my arms.

"I didn't want you to worry or get jealous like-"

"Like you were? At least give me the benefit of the doubt here, DeLuca. You could have talked to me about this. Instead you snuck out to bang some other girl, like a damn juvenile. You should have given the benefit of the doubt, just like I gave you the benefit of the doubt. And I wouldn't have betrayed you like you did me." I say.

"Don't worry about taking another night shift. My stuff will be out by tonight." I add before walking out of the door.

"Y/N," He says but I just kept walking, not daring to look back.