Eye of the Beholder [Completed]

Chapter 51

The Next Day

I am, currently, at C-Spire. I am getting my number changed. I have had it turned off all night and all the way up until I got here to get it changed. I'm sick and tired of all of these stupid games that my sister and Samuel are playing with me. My mind and my heart can't handle any more of it. Therefore, I had to take some kind of action against it. This is the only solution that I could think of. Of course, this is a temporary solution. They could always corner me in person. Maybe I should move?

         I can't believe my thoughts. I'm seriously thinking about moving to another state because of them. I've been so stupid. I never should have offered to help him in the first place. What in the world was I thinking? Obviously, I wasn't. I felt so bad for Samuel when I agreed to help take care of him. Now...I don't know what I feel. Honestly, I kind feel like a statue that's just staring into space without any kind of thoughts at all. I don't want to think about anything. Thinking hurts. When you start to think, you think about things that hurt and I don't want to hurt anymore.

As soon as my number is changed, I tell the sales associate thank you and make my way out of the store, quickly. It's windy outside. My hair is blowing in the wind. I take a deep breath of air. Life keeps on going no matter what. I might as well enjoy the little aspects that I love about it. I take another deep breath of air and get into my car.

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Another super short chapter...I know 😭 I owe you guys. 😘❤️