My sexual assault story

It's ok

I know i already did a part today but i feel like this is important for this book.
So being sexual assault can cause alot of different feelings and thoughts. It can have many different effects. Like for example me. I literally am scared of any of the male gender. And i think about suicide and hurting myself. I can never get what happened out of my mind. And the guilt and fear i get is horrible.
  So when my friend, a male, started to send pictures of me while at school or out in public. Scared me so much. The picture at the stop is one of the many pictures i have of the text from him. Its a text saying sorry after he sent a picture of my moms car and even put the license plate number in the text.
  It scares me so much that I'm gonna have to go through everything again. I hate being scared. But my lovely cousin and best friend are there for me and i can never thank them enough. They are there for me to help me and both texted him telling him to stop. Which is why he sent sorry text. I told them how much i hate being scared and what it makes me do and think. They both agreed and even convinced me that i have every right to be scared. That we all have the right. We all have been through so much, me more than them (don't take this the wrong way please).
  I guess this chapter is to remind and let people know that if you have been sexually assaulted or anything. You are aloud to be scared. Its ok.