Panic attack

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So I'm gonna give some context for this. Yesterday me, my mom, and step dad went down the hill to visit my step dads side of family. My perants, my aunt, and two uncles were going to dinner and some bar. I was staying and hanging out with my cousin. At some point me and her just hung out in the living room and she fell asleep before me. I couldn't i was in pain in my left arm, ankle, and my back. When the adults got back my mom gave me some stuff to help. The adults being drunk were being loud and woke up my cousin. One of my uncles layed on her to say sorry. My step dad said that something about me just turning around and not wanting to deal with that. Well my uncle decided to lay on me.
  When he did i was pushing him and telling him to get off. I started to cry and i hide so no one would notice. But my mom came over and saw i was crying. She asked if he hurt my shoulder more i told her ya. She layed down with me. I started to cry more and shake alot and it got hard to breathe. I didn't talk just nod and stuff. It was hard for me to talk and i was just so out of it. While laying with my mom i focused on her breathing and her hand holding mine and her voice if she was talking to calm down. We ended up going home that night and got home at 2-3 am.
  I normally wouldn't react that badly. I think the reason is because my mind just thought it was happening again. I'm very glad my mom was there she helped alot even if she doesn't know.

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