I can't sleep

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  For the last week or so i been going to sleep a bit late. Later than normal. 2 am latest and some nights barley any sleep. Well the other night i couldn't sleep at all no matter what i did.
  (I was facing my wall) i eventually gave up and was gonna face the other way to play on my phone. But when i opened my eyes i say kyle again. Then my big bear looked like his face. I then felt a hand touch my head. It scared me and i probably wasn't gonna sleep if i was as tired as i was.
  Weird thing is the face was just a shadow. I couldn't see what the face looked like. But i just had a feeling of terror when i saw it. Just like everytime i saw kyle.
  It's actually 5:20 right now. And i can't sleep because I'm so scared its gonna happen again. But i need sleep because I'm gonna be at my friends house tomorrow (well for 4 days) and i don't wanna spend all day sleeping. I honestly didn't think what happened scared me as bad as it did. I thought i was fine but i guess I'm not because its the reason why I'm still awake.
  I'm actually gonna try and sleep though if it happens again then you probably gonna know. Idk I'm really tired.

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