So it has been about 2 years when it stopped. At first i was ok and it didn't effect me to much. I just got super insecure and i wore pants and hoodies alot. Well last year (of school) i started to think more about what happened it wasn't to much and something i didn't notice. Mostly that happened was my step dad being a bit of a alcoholic wasn't helping. When my step dad drinks he gets touchy. Like he will hug you and stuff constantly. It made me uncomfortable but i didn't say anything. Fast forward to 9th grade. Two of my friends started some drama. They used to be a couple. So one of them i was close with and trusted alot i told her what happened. She used it against me. She said my other friend sexually assaulted and sexually abused her. I of course believed her without second thought. After a few days though i realized it wasn't true so i stopped being friends with her and my other friend. After that i couldn't and still can't get what happened out of my head. I think about it alot and honestly i have thought about hurting myself in hopes i won't think of it anymore. I have stopped myself every time luckily. I have tried to tell my mom and at first she cared but now she tells me to just get over it. I am very grateful to make a new friend chloe (not real name) she has sort of suffered the same thing as me and is always there if i need to talk and helps me if i can't stop myself from hurting myself she calms me down and tells me instead to draw on my arm.
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My sexual assault story
No FicciónThis started out as my story about my sa and like recovering but its slowly becoming me just talking about other things that have happened that I can't really talk to with anyone It's not happy stuff so if you still need something sad it's still th...
