A Lesbian Love Story

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"What the fuck is wrong with you Jordan!" Cailyn shouted at me as she climbed off of me. I sat up and looked at her.

"Everything. I'm a bad friend, a bad girlfriend, a terrible person, and I'm so fucked up." I said.

"You'll be fucking lucky if you don't get sent to a mental hospital." She snapped. I looked up at her.

"Fuck you." I stood up and before I could turn away, she grabbed my arm.

"I will knock you unconscious and drag you back to the hospital. Let's go." She said.

"No." I crossed my arms and glared at her.

"I'm not fucking kidding Jordan." She huffed.

"You wouldn't lay a finger on me." I replied. She ripped her hand across my face. I clutched my stinging face and looked away in awe.

"You clearly don't know me." Cailyn scoffed.

"You don't know me either." I looked at her before driving my fist into her jaw. She stumbled back and looked at me.

"Learn that from your mom?" She grinned. I was boiling inside. I wanted to beat the shit out of Cailyn. But that would be something my mom would do. Then again, I am much like my mother. I grabbed Cailyn by the neck and pulled her into a chokehold. She thrashed around as she was gagging, but I refused to let go. She managed to separate my arms and get away. She was out of breathe.

"You wanna know what a guy from school told me?" She looked at me. "He said Amber and other girls would love me a lot more if I were thinner. Then he looked into my eyes and said 'You wanna be thin don't you? You wanna be beautiful? Then stop eating. It's that simple' and he's right. I don't need food." I explained.

"You're so fucked up. Snap the fuck out of it! Are you drunk?" She snapped.

"Fully sober." I grinned.

"High?" She asked.

"Only had a cigarette." I said.

"You're fucking mental Jordan." She said.

"I'm fine." I laughed.

"You're really not." She walked over and grabbed me by my hair and started walking.

"Fuck you let go of me!" I kept smacking her arm but it did nothing. I had to follow her to prevent hair from being ripped out of my head by the fucking slut dragging me.

"Stop being such a selfish cunt Amber was drunk you have no fucking clue what was going through her mind!" She snapped.

"Yeah I do!" I shouted. We got closer to the hospital entrance.

"Amber's parents here?" She asked.

"Just her dad." I scoffed.

"Good. You're gonna stay with him while I move my car before it gets towed and you have to pay for me to get it back." She snapped.

"Nobody's gonna tow your car." I muttered.

"Shut the fuck up you clearly don't know shit." She replied as she walked through the doors and let go of my hair. She shoved me towards Amber's dad. "Watch this psychotic bitch and don't let her leave." She didn't wait for an answer before turning around and walking out. I rolled my eyes and sat down a seat away from Amber's dad. He looked at me.

"What was that about?" He asked.

"Nothing." I replied and went on my phone. "Have you heard anything?"

"She's still in surgery. Tina is trying to get Hayley home from for the weekend and Monday, in case." He explained. I looked at him worried.

"In case..." He sighed.

"Amber didn't look good when she came in. Badly broken leg, probably some head injuries, and maybe other injuries." He said.

"There she is!" I looked up to see the nurse who I ran from before. Oh fuck. Two security guards were with him. Amber's dad stood up.

"Just leave her be, please." He walked closer to them and talked to them quietly, but I couldn't make out anything he said.

"She needs to have a mental health examination. She may be mentally ill." The nurse said. Peter turned to look at me and then looked at the nurse.

"This girl is perfectly fine!" He said.

"She was punching a tree and tried to run from me when I was attempting to help her, sir!" The nurse defended.

"She needs to have the mental health examination." I turned to see Cailyn standing in the doorway. Mother fucking bitch. "She's beyond insane."

"You think I would let my daughter date someone who's mentally ill?" Peter snapped.

"Why would you even let your daughter date a girl?" The nurse mocked. Last straw. I stood up and walked over to the nurse before punching him across the face. The security guards immediately grabbed me as the nurse clutched his face and two other nurses rushed over to help him. The two guards began dragging me down the hall. I kept screaming.

"No! Let me go!" I shouted and squirmed but it was pointless. The two men were twice my size. "I need to be there! I need to be there when she gets out of surgery!" I cried. They walked through a set of doors and I couldn't see back into the waiting room. I just wanted Amber to hold me and make me feel safe. But I doubted she would want to hold me ever again. She was probably gonna dump me the second I saw her. The two men then dragged me into an elevator.

"Fuck you. You shouldn't be taking me. You should take my fucking alcoholic abusive mother you fucking imbeciles!" I cursed.

"Relax, honey. You're gonna get the help you need." One of the guards spoke calmly as the other pressed a button for a floor in the hospital.

"I don't need fucking help!" I shouted.

"Shh easy now." The other one spoke softly. Did they have to treat me like I was five? Was it really necessary? Was it also necessary to torture me by dragging me away from the ICU?

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Sorry for the short chapter! This is the first chapter i've written on my new laptop wooo!! So much easier to write on this than it is on my iPad, but i can't type in bold so i'm actually typing this authors note on my phone lol but let's just pretend it's on my laptop. I recently had a death in my family so idk if y'all can tell there's a huge difference in all my chapters published after 9/24 than before 9/24. This may be the first ending to this book i actually stick with. There have previously been 3 endings i ended up scrapping, one of the times i got to chapter 35 and scrapped chapters 8-35. I'm very excited for book 2, i already have many ideas. This book may end with 35 chapters, dunno yet but it's gotta be an odd number. ALSO: I NEED HELP! I'm trying to find celebrities to use in the cast for Amber, Jordan, Cody, Tess, Carson, Shawn, Oliver, Peyton, Cailyn, and Zac! Please commentg with any people you can find that you think match the characters! Reminder that Jordan has red hair and blue or green eyes, Amber has blonde hair and blue eyes, Cody has light brown hair and brown eyes, Tess has black hair and brown eyes, Carson has dark brown hair, Shawn has dirty blonde/light brown hair and green eyes, Oliver has black hair and hazel eyes, Peyton has blonde hair and gray eyes, Cailyn has brown hair and brown eyes, and Zac has dirty blonde hair and blue eyes. Please help!