Don't Fall In Love (JENLISA, G!P - COMPLETED)

Chapter 28

Jennie Kim.

"Because I love you"

"W-what?"

"I-I think I'm in love with you, Jennie" She stuttered out

"You have got to be kidding me Lisa" I said as shook my head in disbelief

"No. I'm not kidding you. Forgive me if I'm not good at words to express my feelings, because it's all just new to me. I tried to lie to myself and being so cowards all this time but I couldn't hold it any longer, whenever you're not around I keep thinking of you, whenever you're with someone else I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happy than I could, I always feel incomplete like a part of me is missing when we are not together, it's drive me crazy. I get worried sometimes, I get scared that someday I'm going to lose you" She said as sniffed softly while staring into my eyes

Lisa voice was shaky and before I could answer her, Lisa walked closer and wrapped her arms around  me. I'm not sure how to respond her, I was paralyzed at the moment. She held me tight as she sobbed into my neck, I gently stroked her back trying to calm her

"Nini...Please don't leave me. I know you have planned to move and stay in Paris, Irene told me about that. Please don't Jennie. I'm not ready to lose you, I just can't..." She pleaded as planted a small kiss on the top of my head, her voice was barely above a whisper

"Don't say you love me unless you do Lisa, don't say you love me because you think I'll leave you and it'd to stop me. I can't believe you, I really want to but I can't.." I calmly says as pulled away and staring at her in the eyes

"I know it doesn't seem like that, but do you know how hard for me to say it? To believe it? I can't believe it as well Jennie but I do love you. I really do..."

I didn't say anything for a moment, we keep staring at each other eyes.

"You love me because you need me, because you're immature, because you're selfish, because you want me to always be by your side, because you like to controlling me, you want to be dominant over me, that's why you want to be with me, you want me to love you, you want me to make you happy, make you feel wanted and loved, you need me, you need love, and it's all about you not me" I said firmly tried my best to hold back my tears

"No, I'm not!!  What the hell are you thinking about me in that way!!" She yelled out of frustration.

We were staring at each other eyes furiously, Lisa took a deep breath try to calm herself then placed her arm around my shoulder, gripping me gently

"Nini, I want to be with you, to share every inch of my life with you, I want to protect you, I want you to be happy and I will do whatever it takes to make you happy, even if that happiness doesn't include me, I don't need anyone to make me feel loved, I don't really care if you understand my feelings or not, I don't really even need your reply. I just know that I love you, just know that I will be there for you. I wish to spend my life with you Nini. And is not I love you because I need you, but I need you because I love you. Can you get it? The difference?" Lisa softly says as took my hands and squeezing it lightly while looking deep into my eyes

"Lisaa..I.." I stuttered out

I don't know how to say again, I was at a lost for words, was completely taken aback with what I just heard. I felt my heart pounding crazily at the words of this annoying wife of mine. This woman is unexpectedly and driving me so crazy, she always did this

Left me speechless

With the butterfly effect

She claimed that she's didn't good at expressing a feelings into words, but everything she says just makes my heart melt.