Don't Fall In Love (JENLISA, G!P - COMPLETED)

Chapter 32

Author Kece.

"I tried my best to show you that I love you Jennie, maybe I love you too much but I show it too little. Nor maybe I'm too late to say it..." Lisa said sadly with the tears in her eyes

"I don't want to fall in love and I'll stop, I regretted to felt it because I know everything that fall get broken. I don't need to feel that way, I don't need those words to say because I hate how useless I feel right now because of that silly feeling...."

To be in love is like jumping off from high place, you know it's going to hurt like hell but you still jump without caring, all you care about is that you felt like you were flying

"Lisa, I'm sorry.. Please listen..."

Jennie tears flowing down slowly on her cheeks, she squeezed her eyes closed as the pain raced through her, her heart felt as if it was breaking into little pieces inside of her with Lisa words

"You don't have to tell me everything Jennie but just don't hide it from me, is just the same as lying.." Lisa voice cracked, feeling as if she was dying

"That's isn't it. Please, let me explain-"

"I'm tired. My head were too loud right now. I wanna rest...." Lisa said as took a step inside the room with Jennie following her from behind

"Listen to me Lisa..!! I have nothing to hide and I'm not lying. Jongin and I are close but we are just FRIENDS. Nothing more and nothing less!! And about that jobs he only introduce me to his friend from Paris..." She practically yelled while walked behind her wife

"And that was when we are not together. Yes I admitted, that time I was thinking about leaving you, that time I was thinking about to ends our marriage, I cannot live with you anymore because I was hurting, I lose my baby and you hurting me..." Jennie said pulled Lisa arm roughly as turned the brunette body to face her

She tried to hold Lisa hand but Lisa quickly pulled away. Jennie looked at her wife in disbelief, she wanted to say something again but now with Lisa reaction, her words failed her

"I know I'm messed up that time Jennie, and I'm sorry, but if there's no reason to stay with me so is it a good reason to go? To push yourself with someone else, to your ex?" Lisa said angrily, jealousy is consumed her

"I also tired of you always involving him in everything. Why don't you trust me? There's literally nothing on me and Jongin Oppa for you to get jealous about. Stop with that stupid jealously..Oh God....!!!!!" Jennie groaned. She was frustrated of having conversations everytime Jongin was mentioned

"You will never understand the hell I feel inside my heart until it happen to you...!!" She said as looked at her wife deeply in the eyes

"Did you really think that I still love him and want to get back with him with an excused to work and live in Paris?" She raised her voice

"Can't you see that I'm completely in love with you? Just you?" Jennie added as staring at her firmly

"Umm yeah, I'm hoping that you didn't love him anymore and if you tell me you didn't then I'm going to believe you..." The younger said rudely

The both of them never seemed to get along for longer than a couple of minutes talking without turning into an argument. That seemed always to have always been started by Lisa