Chapter 30

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Billie's P.O.V

I sat on the couch, wringing my fingers together nervously.

Finneas and I agreed that if she hadn't returned by morning, we were calling the cops. I just wanted her back with me as soon as possible.

It was now about three in the morning and I didn't moved for a while. I was filled with the utmost determination to get my girl back.

I preferred that she wasn't gone though.

As I began to doze off, the door creaked, instantly wiping every feeling of tiredness.

A figure stumbled into the room, attemting to regain balance each time.

"Ava?" I whispered quietly.

She looked horrible. Her disheveled clothes suggested she got lost in the wilderness along with the dazed look on her face.

She just couldn't seem to focus on one thing

"Are you drunk!?" I whisper shouted.

Her silence told me everything I needed to know. She didn't not reply because she was guilty, it was because Avalon clearly just didn't understand what I said.

That's the kind of drunk she was. Irrational and confused.

I reached for her hand but she instantly moved back. Hurt flashed across my eyes but I had no time to think about that.

"I can take care of myself." She snapped, burping instantly as a result.

"Ava, stop okay? Let's just-"

"No! I'm fucking tired of you bossing me around." She yelled.

This caused me to freeze.

Bossing her around?

"This is literally all because of you. Billie this is all your freaking fault."

"I don't understand.."

"Forget it." She gave up, heading for the door.

"Why are you doing this!?" I finally lost my shit, having enough of her.

"I don't get why you have to go drink all your problems away! It's immature and selfish. Did you drive like this?" I screamed.

"It doesn't matter how I-"

"Yes! Yes it does!" I cut her off. "If you hadn't noticed, there are people that care about you! You are wasting your life away!"

"I don't give a fuck." She replied.

I gave her one hard look.

"Then leave."

Even I was taken a back from my own words, wishing to retract them but I couldn't.

For some unknown reason - most likely selfishness, I couldnt.

She looked at me as if she was hoping I would take it back as well and when I didn't, she stormed off the bus.

Then the tears began to fall.

I had a feeling of intense pressure in my chest.

Is this what a broken heart feels like?

I fought through my tears and decided to write about how I'm feeling. I ended up writing a random chorus and building meaningful words around it.

The song explained my relationship with Avalon perfectly.

I closed my book, not even worried about the time and took my ass to bed.

The tears still hadn't completely stopped and I knew they wouldn't.

I didn't care though.

For the first time I didn't care about showing emotion because I had a seemingly good reason for being so down.

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Cierra's P.O.V

"What made you want to help my mom?" Aiden asked curiously.

Cierra shrugged, thinking everything over.

"I wanted to give my friend the chance to enjoy the lifetime she didn't have." Cierra thought.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"I wanted her to have her real mom back. She seemed so distressed in her life, and when I found out Kelly was her mom, I wanted to help."

"You are a good friend Cierra, thanks for looking out for her.." Aiden greatly appreciated Cierra for being there when he couldn't be.

"You do anything for the ones you love, am I right?" She tried to lighten the mood.

He smiled at her.

His smile instantly turned into one of pure wonderment.

"Why did you go through all the trouble to drug her though?"

"That girl? Ahah, that bitch is stubborn as fuck. She wouldn't come no matter what I told her. She doesn't trust me after the many pranks I pulled."

He chuckled, nodding.

"Well keep me updated please. The wife calls." He explained, holding his phone in his palm now.

"Tell her I said hi! Also tell her to name the mini you, Cierra please." I begged.

"Never gonna happen." He called back as he left the building.

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A/N

I felt the need to include the last scene to reiterate that Cierra is not shady. I get why you got that conclusion by her actions but she was judged so fast.

Even Cierra judged herself 😂

There is usually more to the story with me, so keep a heads up.

Thanks for reading <3

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